Whiskey and Heartbreak(j.g.)

Chapter 15

I stood there in shock as I watched Jack, the guy that took care of me when I got hurt, the one that won me the teddy bear, the one that just today had told me I was his, hook up with another girl. The same hands that had touched my body for the past 4 days were now all over her. I tried to hold back the tears but it was becoming harder and harder to do that.

My eyes left them for a split second and met Sam's who was sitting across from them. He stood up still holding my tear filled gaze and walked over to Jack tapping him on the shoulder.

They stopped making out looking up at Sam as he pointed over at me. Jack turned around and made eye contact with me as his mouth dropped open. He looked back at the blonde and then back to me with a glazed over look in his eyes. He stood up basically throwing the girl off of him and stood there staring at me. I looked back not being able move. I felt like someone had punched me in the stomach. I couldn't breathe and the lump in my throat grew bigger by the second until I could no longer hold in my tears.

I shook my head at him as the tears fell and slowly turned around and walked into the house. I heard him drunkenly call my name but Sam interfered preventing him from coming after me.

I walked passed all of the drunken bodies dancing and hooking up with each other inside and made it to the front door. I stood on the porch and started to really break down. I reached in my pocket to find my phone to dial for an uber but was reminded that I didn't have a phone tonight.

I fell to the ground and put my head in my hands and just cried until felt a pair of arms wrap around me and pull me onto him. I looked up to see Kian looking down at me. He wiped my tears as I laid my head on his shoulder.

"Come on" he said standing up and grabbing my hand.

He lead me upstairs to his room, gave me a change of clothes to change into and embraced me in a hug as he left the room.

I changed and got into his bed and laid there thinking about what just happened. I had only known Jack for 4 days. I may be overreacting right now but I couldn't help it. It hurts so bad. I really fell for him. He was perfect and made me feel wanted. The image of the blonde and him kissing kept replaying in my head.

I heard Kian kicking everyone out of the party and that was the last thing I remember before crying myself to sleep.

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I woke up the next morning confused as to where I was. It took me a minute but then all of the events from last night came flooding back. I sat up and saw Kian sleeping on the floor next to his bed and smiled at how sweet it was that he let me sleep in his bed. I shook off the memories from last night and knew that my mission was to somehow find Cassie or Jenn to take me to get a new phone.

I walked downstairs to see a pool of red cups and beer cans across the floor with passed out bodies laying everywhere. I finally saw Jenn sleeping with Cam on the couch and tapped her trying to wake he up which was almost impossible. Cam rolled over and looked up at me.

"Sorry I just need Jenn" I whispered.

"Are you okay? Why were you crying?" he asked rubbing his eyes

"How did you know I was crying?" I asked confused

"There's mascara running down your face what happened?" Jenn said sitting up after hearing me and Cam's conversation.

"Can we talk about it later I need to get a new phone where's Cassie?" I asked

Jenn pointed over to the couch and I saw Cassie sleeping peacefully I went over to her and poked her until she woke up.

"We need to get a new phone now" I said and she didn't even question the urgency probably because of the tear marks of mascara on my face.

She called an uber and we left the house and went straight to the mall.

I wiped my face trying to look semi presentable but I really didn't give a fuck at this point I just wanted a phone.

After an hour at the apple store I finally got my new phone and they backed everything up for me. As we went back to our hotel I saw that I had 30 missed calls and 68 new text messages all from last night. I locked my phone ignoring the calls and messages because I couldn't emotionally or mentally deal with them right now.

As we entered the room I collapsed on the bed and threw my phone into my bag. All I wanted to do was sleep right now and Cassie and Jenn didn't question it. They knew I needed space so they gave it to me as the got ready and left to go I don't even know where. I got under the blankets closed the shades and shut the lights off as I drifted back to sleep.