To Fall In Love Again [JEONGKYU FF]

Chapter 11

Hello, future me.
No, I think it's pumpkin.
Hello, pumpkin. Knowing your impatient ass, I know you're going to snatch this from future me. :D
I believe by the time we finished 1000 cranes, we are married already, cause we're slow like that. HAHA. Right? How is it? Am I a good husband for you? OF COURSE I AM! Now give future me a kiss! :*
Okay, I think I write nonsense, so here we go!

My wish is for us to spend a thousand years together. No, scratch that, a thousand years is too short. What about we start with forever? Yes, forever is just the beginning.

Goddess and cranes, please grant my wish to be forever with my pumpkin. I promised he won't go through a day without laughter coming out of his pretty lips. I promised the only tears falling from his beautiful eyes are tears of happiness. I'm sure it's part of my oath in the altar, and you know better, Goddess, I never break my oath.

Done! That's my only wish, pumpkin. To be with you forever. Pups or no pups, in wealth or broke, high or low, healthy or sick, as long as I have you, it's enough. It's more than enough.

Now, this is the part where the future me should take this paper from you, pumpkin...

Not yet?

What about now?

Are you still reading this, pumpkin? It means I'm no longer there next to you when you fly the cranes. Damn! I'm dead already, am I? There's no other reason why you read this alone without me, cause best believe I'll be there if I'm still breathing.

It's kind of scary to think I'm going to die young, but I know it scares you more. I'm sorry, pumpkin. :'(

I'm not sure how long it takes for you to get this jar of cranes done without my help, cause you're waaayy slower than me (What are you, really? A sloth?). But, by the time you read this, I hope you're already stopped crying over my death.

Since my previous wish is no longer relevant, I'm going to write a new one.

Goddess and cranes, I'm sorry for breaking my oath. I made pumpkin cry with my death. You can punish me however you want, but please grant this wish.

My wish is for pumpkin to get his forever happiness, even when I'm not part of that forever. Give him a mate who can protect him more than I can, someone who can make him laugh until his belly hurts, someone who can give his feet a massage when he's tired after his long shift, someone who won't get tired of telling him how beautiful and perfect he is everyday, someone who can sleep later than him cause pumpkin love getting a back rub before sleep at night. And most importantly, someone who love him more than I do (this one probably unbelievably hard to find but I trust you, Goddess!)

That's it, pumpkin. That's my wish since I'm no longer can do all those for you.

Don't be sad anymore, pumpkin. And if you still are, I want the day you read this to be the last day you're crying over me, and no more crying from tomorrow onwards. Cause you know what, I'm sure I died happy and without any regret. Even though it's just for a short amount of time, I'm happy I get to have you in my life, and I'll be forever grateful for that, even from the afterlife.

Remember it took me a year to chase after you? Don't do that again, okay?! Don't close that door to your heart. Let someone in. Embrace them just like how you embraced me in your heart. That's my wish for you to granted, not Goddess and cranes, but you, my love.