Grape Panta \kokichi x y/n one shots/

Cracker-jack

SH TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

After class trial and currently execution
Y/n pov
I saw kaede hanging lifeless
I felt myself tear up but I felt someone wrap something around my eyes
I smelt... grape Panta
"K-kokichi...?" I asked weakly
"The one and only nishishi" kokichi giggled and a child like tone
I started bawling my eyes out but kokichi wrapped his arms around me
"Y-y/n... just don't look and you'll be fine" kokichi smiled softly
"I-I'm sorry..." I said in between sobs
I felt kokichi put a tighter grasp on me pulling my head into his chest
Soon we were aloud to go back to our respective rooms. But kokichi stoped me from going into mine
I still had small tears running down my face but I've mostly calmed down thanks to kokichi
"Your staying in my room got it" kokichi said with a stern voice
"W-why?" I asked pulling myself away from kokichis tight embrace
"Please y/n I don't want you to get hurt" the purple haired boy said genuinely
I hesitantly nodded
With that kokichi grabed my wrist
A small sharp pain shot through my arm
"What's wrong y/n" kokichi asked with a concerned look plastered across his face
"I-it's nothing just let go... not my wrist" I said
Kokichi let go and the pain faded pretty fast
"Thanks.." I said not wanting for kokichi to ask what happened because he would probably be mad
(Yes I'm talking about sh here so if your not comfortable with that I don't recommend reading this)
"What happened?" It was like he read my mind
"It's nothing okay!" I said while started to sprint to kokichis room
"Y/n what's wrong..." kokichi muttered under his breath
We finally arrived at his room
Kokichi sat down on the bed signaling for me to join him
Kokichi held a bottle of Panta above my head trying to tease me
Or was he scheming something?
I reached for the bottle and my sleeve fell since I was wearing a baggy shirt and it showed the many scars scattered across my arm
I pulled my sleeve back to its original spot hopefully kokichi didn't notice
"Y/n... is that..." kokichi started gathering tears in his eyes
"W-what do you mean?!" I asked alarmed
Kokichi gently grabbed my wrist sternly and rolled up my sleeve
"This"
I stayed silent and looked away with tears gathering in my eyes
Kokichi pulled me into a stern embrace
"Why...why...y/n...?" Kokichi buried his head into the crook of my neck
"I-I'm sorry" I Broke down again crying into kokichis chest
"You don't have to apologize" The purple eyed boy smiled weakly
"What thing have you been using to do this to yourself"
I pulled the small pocket knife out of my pocket and handed to kokichi
"Thank you Cracker-Jack" kokichi Said
The nickname started me but I didn't mind
"Please never ever do this to yourself again" kokichi added
I hesitantly nodded
"Ima put this away... get some rest you need it... cracker-Jack"
"I love you..."
I didn't hear what kokichi said but I didn't pay any mind to it
"I'll be right back" kokichi put on a soft smile and waled away stating that he's going to put the knife away
I layed onto the bed and I guess I fell asleep before kokichi came back.
Kokichi pov
I saw y/n asleep
I mentally smiled and kissed the top of there head before pulling the blankets over them and getting into the bed next to them
"I love you cracker-Jack"