The One You Shouldn't Have Let Go [Douma x Modern reader]

Her Eternal Paradise

TW ⚠️ death

What was eternal paradise to me?

Douma spoke a lot about other peoples eternal paradises , and how he helped them get there

Soon enough he wanted to know what my eternal paradise was like

I never really thought of that , mostly because I'd never imagine I'd end up in the world of demon slayer

"What is your eternal paradise like? What do you imagine it to be like?"

When he asked me that I couldn't answer , to be honest I didn't want to answer because I knew that my eternal paradise is nothing but fantasy

But the more I try to think of what eternal paradise is for me , the more I think of the family I could have had

What would my eternal paradise be like?

A family , a functional family , one with out the pain of abuse , I want my mom , her beautiful black hair , her beautiful maroon eyes , she was everything a man could ever ask for , then My dad , a man of his word , never keeps secrets and never lies , never hurts the vulnerable and unstable , never takes advantage of a drink , never lays a hand on another person no matter how angry he was , my sister , a girl who only smiled , and never felt sad , she is always content with what she has , never asking for too much , never hurting , never cries in fear because of her father , always happy and ready to do anything, my brother , a boy who is adventurous and never fears anything, he has the heart of our mother , never would hurt a soul , never shed a tear because she was struck in the face , never cried because he was scared , he only would cry of happiness....... Me , I would be content with my life , never too upset to not get out of bed , always willing to help others , never has to be scared of the ones who brought her into this world.... Never had to hurt herself to feel anything but that agonizing pain in her chest , never had to cry for endless nights , always laying in bed in tranquility and happiness , and peace with herself

Never having to live in fear

               Be a real family

That's my Eternal paradise, that's my happy place , but I wasn't stupid , I wasn't going to sit here and lie to myself

I knew I have to make the best of what I'm given......

{{Douma's POV}}

This is a lot to take in....

It's hardly believable

Could she really be not from this world , oh how I was fooled ,

She is from 400 years in the future

My eyes were not deceiving me at all , she really is from the future ,

"There are so many ways to break the news to her" I say to myself

{{No one's POV}}

As Douma stood to his feet he felt a little uneasy but he ignored it and went outside to search the garden for y/n

She isn't here

He looked side to side , normally y/n was here at this time of night , but tonight she wasn't

Douma turned around to walk to her room , but he wasn't at his temple anymore

In front of him was an abyss of nothingness , darkness and just plain well loneliness

Douma's eye brows rose a little in amusement

He then looks forward , after a little bit of just looking around in complete darkness he saw a small dot of light