The One You Shouldn't Have Let Go [Douma x Modern reader]

Growing closer

Love her

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I've been laying on my futon for the past 30 minutes thinking about Kotoha

I was apparently in love with her , though it was such little time I feel I shouldn't say anything to her

Being in love with her is wrong , for many reasons....

I knew loving her was wrong for the both of us , Kotoha is going to die , and if I get attached to her it's not going to end well......

Yeah maybe I was a little attached already

I wanted someone sane to love , not someone I had to tip toe around because he can't get his emotions right

Not that he really has any

Thinking about Kotoha and my family , it made me want to protect her

I just could not lose her and no matter how many time I tell myself not to let my emotions get in the way I just can't help it

I love her and don't want her to die

I need to find a way to tell Douma not to hurt her , especially if she finds out

I won't let him kill you

I promise

Soon enough enough I decided to go down to the market with Kotoha , we travels down the path and started on our journey along the town and it's shops

We stopped at a ramen shop and ate I peace for a little

I stood up and decided to get myself a new kimono

"Kotoha you don't mind if we split up right?" I ask and she shakes her head

"No it's quite alright" she says smiling and I nodded going a different way than her

I came out the shop wi the a bag of a new kimono , I smiled as I walked down the dirt pathway

I stopped in my tracks hearing the booming voice of a loudly annoying man

None other than Tengan Uzui

I smiled a little , I was so sure that he was a hashira

I knew he was

I smiled at him as he looked at me and started walking to me

I can't blow my chance!!

The man walks up to me with a generous smile

"What a lovely day ! And a lovely lady to go with it too!" He speaks I only nod and he smiles

"I'm here looking for a recruit , someone that I can train and make a demon slayer like me!!" He says

This is my guy

"Really now?" I ask and he nods "you seem very strong and have a good will anyone could sense" he spoke and I nodded

"So what do you say?" He asks

For his energetic tone and playfulness in his voice , it surely didn't not match the situation

"Surely that is a big thing, I mean once I'm in it I can't necessarily get out of it" I say

"And plus I have other things I need tit end to anyway!" I say with s small smile

What the hell was I doing??

I want to accept this but I just can't I need to tell him , and watch as a bystander