Love At First Lie | Herophine Fic

Safe Space

HERO

Closing the door behind me, I can't help but feel a potent mixture of proudness and a dose of brashness at what's just happened. I proved her wrong, even though I didn't know there was anything to prove wrong. But I went down on her, gave her a first and fuck me, it was magical. Not only for her but for me too.

I didn't expect her to admit she'd never given oral last night. That surprised me enough, never mind receiving oral. Perhaps it was selfish of me to initiate what we've just finished before she even woke up. God love her, I'm not even sure she was completely coherent. But do I regret it? Definitely not and the bigger, proud part of me likes to think Jo doesn't regret it either.

Seeing her above me, writhe and bend to my will all because of my tongue is just the ultimate turn-on. It's one of my favourite things to do to a woman. She relinquished control and put all the faith and trust she has in me. She gave me her first on that, something I'll remember for a long, long time.

But seeing her that way. Lost and not wanting to be found in the euphoric bliss was almost enough to send me over the edge too. I lose myself all the time when I'm with her. My fellow faker. My buttons. Even now, she consumes my mind. She would, regardless of whether I woke her up with my tongue or not. I'm somehow further than all in now. That doesn't seem to cover it anymore. We're past that. Or at least, we are in my mind.

Pondering my thoughts, I begin to make my way through the house. As I approach, I start to hear the soft hum of conversation coming from the kitchen. I've no idea what time it is, all I know is that from the sounds in the direction of the kitchen, it wouldn't surprise me if we were the last ones up. Rounding the corner, I bump into someone, tiredly.

"Fuck, sorry man," Ryan says, putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Nah, I'm sorry. Not looking where I'm going. Would help, I guess," I tighten the robe I pulled into place and lift my head to Ryan. A smirk rests on his face as we begin to continue towards the kitchen.

"You're up... later than usual," he nudges me coyly as we slowly make our way. I return his smirk, knowing he knows Jo and I were somewhat busy not ten minutes ago. But I decide to stay silent, letting that do all the talking for me.

"You know the code, bro. No kissing and telling," I joke, nudging him back. He chuckles then looks around cautiously before leaning into me.

"Just as a heads up, tell your girl to be quiet. Me and Liv heard you two at it," instantly I feel my eyes widen at his admission. I didn't realise Jo was being so loud. Being honest I was too focused on enjoying myself being buried between her thighs. I nod and thank him. The walls must be thinner than I thought.

Continuing into the kitchen, while Ryan joins Olivia who greets me with a rather cheery good morning, I take myself over to the cupboard housing all the bowls. Grabbing two, I then take out the box of Cornflakes before pouring a portion each.

"Are you doing Jo breakfast in bed?" Lara asks, taking a sip of her drink. I nod yes, concentrating on the bowl in front of me. I just want to get back to her now. If Ryan and Olivia heard, there's a possibility that Lara and Alistair did too. It's slim, but still a possibility.

"You never do that for me now," she finishes with a swift swat of Alistair's arm. I don't even have to turn around to hear the contact, but I can't stop the smile that spreads across my face. If they're fake, then they're better fakers than Jo and I.

Once I'm finished, I nod my head to everyone, silently saying bye and heading back in the direction of our bedroom. I feel their eyes watching me as I leave but I don't allow myself to focus on it. I just want to get back to Jo. In our bed together. But I will be telling her about what Ryan said. I don't fancy letting others hear our... activities. They're for us. To use Jo's words, it's intimate. And I'm not one to share those things, unlike others.