FREEN'S POV
Becky and I were so close that we practically lived in each other's home with each other's family. Becky had an elder brother named David.
David was a good friend of mine for the obvious reason of me being Becky's best friend.
But he was becoming too close to me. I started having this feeling that he wanted to be more than a friend.
He always interrupted Becky and I whenever we were together and always tried making Becky leave just the two of us alone.
He might send her on errands which she would have to oblige to, since he was her elder brother. And when she leaves just the two of us alone, David would start his flirty intimate talks with me.
I didn't know how to bring this up with Becky. Would she believe me or just hate me, thinking I'm just making the whole situation up in my head.
I didn't like him that way. Frankly speaking, I didn't like him at all. But he is the brother of my best friend and so I tolerated him.
But now he is coming in between Becky and I. Just to avoid David, I reduced my visit to Becky's home. But I also want to be around her and so I pressured for her to come around to my place.
Becky fell sick and needed bed rest and so she could not come out of her home to visit me. I had to be the one to go visit her which means I have to see David again.
David was really happy to see me. He hugged me and told me how much he had missed me.
Is he insane?
He was no longer hiding it. He just wanted me to know that he was crazy about me and I think with the way he acted even Becky could see it that he were acting as if we were "more than friends"
But god damn it I don't feel that way about him. Why can't he just understand and let me be?
I'm fucking crazy about his sister and yet he is the one chasing after me like a dog to bone while the person I really want to do that just sees me as a friend.
Life is really unfair the one I want doesn't want me back and the one I don't want is the one chasing after me.
But what am I saying I rather have Becky around as just a friend than not have her at all.
Although I was not satisfied with our relationship, it is better than not having a relationship with becky at all.
Becky was really happy to see me as it has been a while since I visited. We talked about many things as I kept her company she told me that she don't feel sick anymore since I was around and that I should stay over and come by more often.
Of course! yes I would want to stay over and of course! I want to be around Becky but David is the issue
how can I let him know that I don't feel that way about him in fact I don't feel that way about any guy. it is Becky that I want and not him.
It's has always been Becky and it will only be Becky. It's always Becky... Becky... Becky... on my mine. I'm going crazy about this girl. And it's as if, Everytime I see her, my feeling for just starts boiling up making me want her even more.
Making me want to have all of her and devour her. These feelings are driving me crazy but I get saddened when I'm jolted back to the reality that she doesn't feel that way about me.
Becky look so good lying down on the bed putting on a nightgown. I kept on staring at her with lustful thoughts but I was jolted back to reality when she asked me
"is there something going on between you and David? I kind of noticed that he's always all over you and he act like you two are a couple."
If that is the case I would want to know. I mean you're my best friend and he is my brother. at least I have the right to know that much"
I sat down there speechless as I didn't know what to say to her. Within me, I was just screaming, telling her that there is nothing between David and I. but that the one I want is you.
It has always been you and will ever be you. But I couldn't bring myself to say it out. I sat down there next to her bed speechless not knowing what to say or what to do.
To be continued...
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