Freen&Becky (I need you more than I want to) S1

I'm not ashamed of you

FREEN'S POV

If I leave, she will definitely tell her parents.

The truth would be revealed and everybody would know that Becky and I are dating.

Not only will my mother be mad at me and instantly order me to breakup with Becky.

But even her parents would be angry that I couldn't even ask their permission to date their daughter or even show up after Becky told them.

To make matters worse, Becky would also be angry that I didn't love her and wasn't proud to be her girlfriend that was why I was trying to keep "US" a secret.

YES!!! If looked at in a certain way, I was hiding our relationship. But not because I don't love Becky. I love Becky.

I love Becky even more than I love myself but my mother won't approve of our relationship.

I had to look for a slow, calm and understandable means to tell her that I'm in love with Becky and that there's nothing wrong with loving Becky.

"I wonder what this is all about" David said. Curious to know what big news Becky was talking about.

But I didn't give him a response since I was still deep in thought.

I walked slowly towards the house. My feet were frozen. It was so stiff and heavy for me to move.

I was caught between a rock and a hard place because of Becky.

What should I do?

She must be in the sitting room with her parents. Probably giving them hints about the big news.

How will I tell her that I don't want her parents to know about our relationship while standing in front of them.

Then they would hear us and know what were talking about.

If I drag her out of their presence to talk to her privately, it would be suspicious.

Also Becky would surely return with a sad face which would immediately tell her parents that I'm asking her to keep a secret from them which would make her mom dislike me even more.

What should I do?

I can't let Becky inform her parents that we are now girlfriend and girlfriend.

I got into the house and Becky ran to me and gripped me by the arm. Moving me towards her parents.

"Good morning Mr and Mrs Armstrong" I said with my voice trembling

"Morning Freeny" Becky's dad replied. Trying to tease Becky and I.

Becky always calls me Freeny. And always claims that nobody else has the right to call me that except her.

"Daddy....." Becky said frowning cutely at her dad for calling me "Freeny"

Are you alright Becky's mother asked me, seeing how shaken I was.

"I'm fine ma" I replied and tried hiding my fear.

"Okay so..... Mom, dad, Freeny and I have something to tell you guys"

Becky said smiling and looking at me still holding me tightly.

What should I do?

what should I do?   I need to stop Becky from telling her parents.
Please God help me out here. I don't know what to do.

Freeny! Freeny!!  are you okay? Becky said.

She was talking to me but I was deep in thoughts.

"Yeah I'm fine" I replied

"I wanted you to tell my parents what the big news is" Becky said in excitement

"Tell us the big news" David said anxiously waiting to hear the big news

Go on Freeny.  Speak!!! Cat cut your tongue?? Becky said

"Hmmm the thing is..... Hmmm Becky and I...
What I'm trying to say is that you know Becky is..." 

I couldn't put the words right. I didn't know what to say then suddenly Becky said.

"Okay fine I'll say it.  it's now official. I'm so happy that it's official. Freeny and I...."

I swear my heart stopped beating I almost collapsed thinking of the aftermath of what Becky was about to do.

and then she said "Freeny and I are officially doing the "FREENBECKY FABULOUS FAN BOOM" which will be hosted by Freen and I.

That's right. We were told about "THE FABULOUS FAN BOOM" the previous day while we were out on our date but Im very sure that was not the news

She read me. She knew that I did want to tell them and so she used another news to cover it up.

Right there and then, my phone rang. It was my mother calling. Although I could've stayed longer, I told them that my mother needed me home and so I hurriedly left.

Becky saw me to my car. She was quiet and seemed to be deep in thought.

"Are you ashamed of me?" Becky said

What do you mean by that?

I know that you wanted to tell your parents about us but I'm not ready. I told you that I wasn't ready to go public yet. Just give me some time.

Becky I love you. Im not ashamed of telling that to the whole world but not yet.

BECKY: 

  Just leave Freen.

FREEN:

    Please Becky try to  understand me.

BECKY:

If you don't want me to cry and have my parents ask me questions that I would be force to answer truthfully, you better leave.

FREEN:

Becky please try to understand me. I need my mom to know and accept you first so as not to complicated things.

I was still talking when Becky walked out on me. I called out to her but she wouldn't reply. I stood there until she walked inside the house.

I didn't know what to do and so I just got into my car and drove myself home.

To be continued....

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