Freen&Becky (I need you more than I want to) S1

KAO vs BECKY

BECKY'S POV

The video I posted warranted many questions. And I was invited for a talk show.

I know that the video was not entirely true. I know that I lied a bit in the video but now I can't take that back.

I can't tell the world that I was heartless to have hurt Freen. So I just went along with the video.

During the talk show, I didn't say much. I avoided many questions because I knew that I would be a bitch or even worse than that, if I backlashed Freen knowing fully well that it was all my fault.

I do love Freen. I mean, I still love her very much and I never wanted for her to get hurt but I was jealous.

Seeing her and Kao together, made me really jealous and I couldn't stop myself but lashed out like the cry baby that I am.

She's suffering because of me. The Freen I know would be going crazy because of the internet's insults which I am the mastermind of.

Just to give the public what they wanted to hear, I said

"Just as I mentioned in the video, I was surprised that Freen would leave because of a mere fight. That fight wasn't even that big of a deal.

I wasn't expecting her to break up with me because of that fight. When I think about it, she had been odd and distant few weeks to the breakup.

I think the breakup wasn't because of our argument. I think she just used our argument as an excuse to breakup with me.

"Do you think she was really cheating on you with someone else just as many people suspects?" The interviewer asked.

I didn't want to deny it and I won't be able to live with myself if I said Freen was cheating on me and so I said

"I don't want to talk into that. We've broken up and I just want to put back the pieces of my life together. Even though I know that it won't be easy.

I just wanted our fans. The FREENBECKY fans to know what happened so that everyone would move passed it." I said.

I felt like my insides were been ripped out from my stomach when I said all those terrible things about Freen.

I felt the pain and disgust of turning on Freen like this. Of making her the enemy, when I knowing fully well that she didn't do anything wrong.

All she did was love me with all her heart and this is how I'm repaying her.

This is how I'm repaying the woman who loved me and made me the happiest I have ever been.

I went back home feeling so dirty that even the cleanest and purest of waters won't be able to wash away the filthiness I felt inside.

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KAO'S POV

I know I promised Freen that I wouldn't get back at Becky for what she did but I was just furious at that moment when I posted it.

Freen told me to forget about what Becky did and I promised her that I would but that talk show made me change my mind.

I mean, she was comfortable lying and making the public hate Freen.

From the way Freen explained everything to me, they were supposed to be deeply in love with each other but why do I feel like this Becky of a person doesn't even feel an ounce of remorse or pity for hurting Freen.

"Becky should stop lying and stop playing the pity card. She should stop acting like a victim when the other party is clearly also been affected by the Breakup."