Freen&Becky (I need you more than I want to) S1

At her worst

KAO'S POV

When I first saw her, my whole world stopped and stared for for a while. She was really beautiful with the most innocent eyes.

I kept staring at her for sometime. I couldn't resist those beautiful eyes of hers.

But the first time we talked was while shooting the second episode of WHAT IS WRONG IS RIGHT.

I wouldn't say it was love at first sight but I know that I was interested in Freen the moment I saw her.

Let's just say that it was infatuation. I was aroused by her beauty and also, I saw her fragile side and wanted to protect her.

I knew she was in the cast of WHAT IS WRONG IS RIGHT but I was happy to know that she playing my lover. At least in another life, we were lovers.

I know it's just my imagination, my fantasy and I'm a dreamer but let me keep dreaming.

As time went by, we became good friends and even practice our lines together. We grew closer day by day.

Did I mention that she was really beautiful? I mean Freen was really really beautiful.

I could tell that she was recovering. She didn't have to say a word but I could tell that she has been hurt and wounded.

I tried to keep her company and always make her laugh so as to reduce her pain.

I was in Chidlom the day of Freen's talk show. She told me about it before going to Bangkok and so I flew over to Bangkok to surprise her.

During the show, questions about REBECCA ARMSTRONG, Freen's ex were asked and I could see that she was in pain because of these questions.

After the show, I went backstage to surprise her. I guess she was really surprised to have seen me. She ran to me and hugged me being all happy because of my presence there.

We went outside and I stayed beside her. And just like before, questions about her ex came up. She was smiling but I could see the sorrow in her smile.

We went into the car and as much as she tried controlling herself, she burst into tears. She was hurting real bad and I didn't know what to do.

I just hugged her tight and she gripped me tighter as she cried. I don't know what happened between Freen and Becky, but I know that it was hurting Freen deeply.

We flew back to Chidlom right away and Freen fell asleep on the plane.

At around 4am the next morning, I saw a video posted by Freen's ex, Rebecca Armstrong.

Becky said she was surprised by the breakup. She said she wasn't expecting Freen to breakup with her because of a little misunderstanding.

She was playing the pity card. Indirectly blaming Freen for their separation.

Although she isn't saying it directly, it was evident that she was blaming Freen.

Was she serious? I don't know what transpired between the both of them but I know that Freen was hurting because of it.

She shouldn't be playing the victim when clearly the other party is also hurting from the breakup.

Freen must be receiving lots of backlashes on the internet right about now but it was too early to go to her home.

That is if I had her house address which I didn't have. I waited impatiently till morning and called Freen around 6am but she didn't pick up the phone.

That gave me some relief thinking that she was still asleep and must not have gone through her phone yet.

But then I thought of the possibility that she has gone through her phone and had shut down already, I became uneasy and called her again but she still didn't pick up.

Which confirmed my suspicion that she doesn't want to talk to anyone.

There was nothing I could do. I don't know where she lived because she refused to tell me.

And now she's not picking up my calls. What should I do?

I was there thinking about how to get through to Freen when I heard a knock on my door.

I want to check on who was at the door this early in the morning and saw Freen.

I was surprised. I slowly opened the door and let her in.

"I'm sorry for coming unannounced and uninvited. I saw your missed call this morning and I didn't want to pick up my phone.

Hell I didn't want to touch my phone and so I just decided to stop by. I hope I'm not disturbing you?" Freen explained

"Of course not. Come inside and have a seat. I hmm... I wanted to check up on you. how are you doing?" I asked

"I'm okay. I'm hanging in there" she said smiling sorrowfully.

I could tell that she was really really hurting and before I knew it, she fell into my arms and started crying.

"I don't know why becky is being this way. I haven't done anything to upset her.

All I did was love her and first she rudely broke up with me and now she's doing this.

She's telling everyone that I broke up with her. Why is she lying? Why wouldn't she just say the truth?

Just because I didn't want to continue the cliché of pretending to be girlfriends when we were actually not together,  does that make me a bad person?

She broke up with me and now she's telling everyone that I broke up with her and just because of a little fight.

I'm the one who got dumped and yet she is the victim because she played the pity card.

The worse part is that my sadness is not coming from the video she posted. 

I'm hurting because I really love Becky. I still do love her. But I don't know who this Becky is.

The Becky I know won't hurt a stranger like this but she's doing it to me. I mean Becky is consciously hurting me like this." Freen said crying harder.

She kept on crying as she told me everything that transpired between she and her ex Becky.

Knowing what really happened made me even more angry. I mean Becky broke up with her without any relevant reason. Yet they had to play along for the sake of a career and because of her manager's request.

And when she could no longer bear it, she broke up with Becky officially and because she was the one who made their breakup public, Becky is telling everyone that Freen broke up with her when actually Becky is the one who broke up with Freen.

This is why she is always hurting. Her best friend turned lover left her without considering her feeling.

While she left her family for Becky, Becky didn't think twice to dump Freen.

Freen wouldn't say anything bad about Becky. She would accept all the blame because she's still in love with Becky.

But I won't stand for it. I'll make sure I called Becky out on her behaviour.

And before anyone ask how their relationship was any of my concern, remember Freen is being accused of cheating on Becky with me while they were still together and when Freen was fed up with the cheating process, she just dumped Becky over a little fight.

Becky has been getting it cold with Freen but she'll get it hot with me.

To be continued...

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