Here We Go Again - Beomgyu x Yeonjun

VI

        A week has passed and every day Yeonjun would go into Dubadduu and order a lavender honey puff. Every time he did, Beomgyu appeared less and less hostile to his arrival.

Today his black eye has finally cleared up and he was cleared to start filming again.

He has also been receiving texts from Soobin which Yeonjun thought was very odd. Soobin made it clear in his very first text that he still does not like him but wants to help.

At first Yeonjun wasn't sure if he was comfortable with the idea of opening up to Soobin about what was going on behind closed doors, but strangely enough it has helped him feel more confident about his decision.

Yeonjun wants to break up with Kai.

Don't get Yeonjun wrong, he cares for Kai dearly, but it was getting to the point where his care for Kai was outweighing how much he cared about his own well-being.

Soobin advised Yeonjun if he is going to go through with the breakup to not do it in person but Yeonjun didn't like that idea. He didn't want to hurt anyone the same way he hurt Beomgyu.

While filming, Yeonjun couldn't help but be distracted. He knew he had to do it but the thought of seeing how upset Kai is going to be scared Yeonjun. He tried to shake his thoughts away, he needs to focus on himself.

"Cut!"

Yeonjun looked at the director confused, "Why? Why?"

"Yeonjun," the production assistant took a hit at her cigar before signaling for him to come over, "What's wrong with you?"

"What do you mean?"

"Don't play dumb," she blew smoke at him, "Get out of your head and into the game."

Yeonjun muttered his apologies and pushed Kai to the back of his mind.

TW: Physical Violence

The rest of the workday felt like a blur and before he knew it, he and Kai were in the dressing trailer.

Yeonjun stood in the corner and stared at his messages between him and Soobin in an attempt to remind himself that this is for the best.

"Yeonjun?"

Yeonjun looked up from his phone and was unable to hide the weariness on his face.

"Are you okay?" Yeonjun let out a long sigh and put his phone in his lap. He's never ended a relationship in person before so his nerves were out of control. "Tell me what's wrong, Yeonjun."

"Kai, you know I love you right?" he finally spoke.

Kai smiled, "Yes and I love you too."

"I supported you this whole relationship and I still will continue to support you."

Kai furrowed his brows, "What are you talking about?"

"The hitting," Yeonjun clarified.

"I already apologized," Kai scowled, "What else do you want me to do?"

"To not hit me anymore."

"I'm trying!" Kai quickly got defensive, "I don't mean to hit you!"

"But you still do," Yeonjun gave him a weak smile, "And mentally I think I've reached my limit."

"What are you trying to say?" Kai clenched his fists, "Do you think you're better than me because you didn't go through what I've been through?"

"You're putting me exactly what you've been through!"