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063; boy or girl?

boy or girl?

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a month has passed and it's nearing the start of the new season. 4 more months and it's game time baby!

i haven't spoken to patrick since my last appointment which was a week ago. we had found out the gender of the baby but decided to have the doctor only tell travis, lea, gab and emma.

i wanted to be surprised and patrick did too.

gender reveal party!

tomorrow is the big day and let me tell you, i am nervous. a part of me is hoping it's a girl, i always wanted a daughter. but i also want a boy for patrick, i know how much he would like to have a boy around.

the main part on why i'm nervous is because patrick and i have to pretend to still be together for our parents sake. they adore our relationship too much and i can't do that to them.

good thing was, patrick was cool with it.

i miss the old us. julie and pat. not this.
i hate having to be like this but i can't trust him anymore. it really sucks. i just want our old puppy love relationship back.

why'd you have to fuck everything up brittany?

"julie, ready?!" shouted lea, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"yeah," i said with a sigh, walking over to the large performance mat travis and the boys had helped bring out earlier. the past few weeks, i've been working on a total 100% safe routine to perform at our first game.

i'm not too sure i will be able to perform it by the time it's game day since that's in four months and i definitely am going to grow more.

after performing my safe performance, i got into a pose and the girls all clapped for me. i happily smiled and joined their sides, "so, whatcha think?" i asked, grabbing my water.

"sis, that was incredible," gabriella smiled, wrapping an arm around my shoulder, "even with a baby inside you, you can still kick ass."

i laughed at her comment, "thanks."