Black Roses (Lesbian)

Explanation

RAE POV

"I really fucked up but I need to make it right somehow I mean I love Miya... at least I think I do. My head is full of so much confusion right now. Maybe once this is all taken care of and I can actually spend some quality time with bae it'll all get better." I think out loud "Im going to go buy her a bunch of flowers and chocolates and surprise her when we get to this house."

I take a deep breath and trail behind my uhh sister. That still bothers me, Why did I not know about her before? I've never seen her a day in my life and now all of a sudden she pops up in the midst of all this commotion. Im not sure if we should trust her but if Miya says so then im willing.

NIQUE POV

"Hey I have a question." I ask Miya loving the feeling of her hand in mine.

"What's up?" she says

"What's going on with you and Rae?" not forgetting the encounter in the parking lot

She sighed and gripped my hand a little tighter

"Im going to be honest with you. When we left Coney Rae and I came home and we were having sex." she says peeking out of the corner of her eye at me for a reaction. I did feel some type of way but hey that's her girlfriend not mine

"She asked if she could uhm..."

"Taste you" I finish for her since I already knew where this was going

"Yeah and I kinda had a flashback and froze up. I said no." She says looking to the floor

"Im so sorry ive fucked you up so bad. Rae is a good person, she cares for you I don't think she would hurt you." I say letting her hand go and driving some more.

She winced as I let her hand go but I was getting to comfortable this isn't right

"Sure. Anyways that's when I texted you asking to see you. I honestly wanted to get over the past and try to focus more on the future. That was high school this is college and almost my senior year at that its time to move on and I shouldn't let something so old stop me from being a woman now but I just wanted to know why?" she says looking at me "But that's a conversation for later. Anyways after I came to reality and saw that you ad been kidnapped I ran back home and Rae was nowhere to be found. I called her like 6 times no answer. Then like 20 minutes later after I've been shot at and stressin..."

I know she did not try to fly past that "You got shot at and didn't tell me. What the fuck Miyara?!" I say angrily

"That's exactly why I didn't tell you Alvinique. I took care of it we got away its cool. Now listen." She says "So she calls me back ONCE and I don't answer. Then she calls you but I had your phone and she all like 'Hey Nique have you seen Miya I tried calling her back but im out with Chrissy I cant talk right now.' First of all who the fuck is Chrissy?! and when you girlfriend calls you 6 times im pretty sure its important you should answer. So I basically told her fuck you and your friend and by the way Alvinique is missing. Since then I've been pissed and I really don't want to deal with her right now, like what the actual fuck what if I was dying and I was calling her to say my last words? After I tell you I love you and then you disappear to go be with another female like who does...oh" she says after she looks at my face

"You told her you love her?" I ask sadly

"Yeah, I did." she says quietly

"Well then you need to talk to her. Work it out, hear her side of the story. If you think its a bunch of bullshit then you make a decision but if not then you should be okay. Im glad your happy aside from this little issue right now." I say and grip the steering wheel hard to keep from crying. " and you cant really argue with her about going to see another female after you said I love you because you did try to come see me."