Black Roses (Lesbian)

Starting Fresh

You know that satisfaction you get when you eat/ drink something you've been craving for a while?? God she is that drink right now. 

Her lips are soft and sweet like ice cream on a summer day.

Her hands snake around my waist and my fingers automatically find their way into her dreads. She groans into our kiss and her tongue traces my bottom lip asking for entrance. i tease her a little bit keeping my lips closed her nails scrape my back and i gasp, she takes the opportunity deepening the kiss and its intensity is so much i forget to breath.

we pull away at the same time gasping for air and she rests her forehead against mine. Our breathing slows and oddly becomes synchronized. Her eyes lock with mine and she tucks a stray strand behind my ear

"Let me heal you." she whispers so soft i barely heard her

"what?" i ask still breathless

"let me heal you." she says again sitting back and taking my hand "Your hurt, your scared, your trust and love is broken. let me heal you. i know its only been a couple days and I'm not asking you to be my girlfriend but let me take you on a few dates, hang with me, get to know me. i wanna know you good and bad. I've been drawn to you since the party and after the car and just now we have more in common than you know. im broken in areas too. Let me heal you and you can try to heal me.... i wanna try something with you and see where it goes.....waddya say?"

I'm shocked and truly speechless for a moment and i contemplate everything that shes just said... *can i even be healed? could i open myself up even more with her? I'm so fucked up i don't even know if she can deal...*

"There is so much i want to say..." i start

"Don't over think it. I'm not saying you tell me your deepest secrets within the next hour. give it time let me learn about you just by watching i read body language very well." she says winking

i blush slightly looking down and she lifts up my chin. Her fingers brush across my lips and they part barely letting any air escape. My eyes close " just consider it ok?" she asks

my eyes open at the sudden loss of contact "Okay." i say. she leans down and barely brushes her lips against mine and her hand traces down my back yet again

" See i already know how much you like that." she whispers "and this." she says and suddenly starts planting soft kisses on my neck rubbing circles with her hand on my thigh. 

i shake with these sudden feelings and slowly lift her head away.

i lean in and devour her lips but just before she can react i pull away and stand up "lets go back to the party." i smirk

" no fair." she mumbles taking my hand.

We slowly walk the trail back to the party and everyone is mostly drunk by now and im no longer entertained. I see Alvinique on the dance floor her hands groping some some girl and all i can do is shake my head. i need to get out of here

"Hey i wanna take you somewhere, do you mind?" i ask her

"Nope not at all."

We get to the car and i hold out my hand for her keys

Her eyes widen in horror and she rapidly shakes her head "B-but that's m-my baby!" she stutters

i try to keep a straight face because honestly she looks like a child fighting to keep her last piece of candy from a bully

"We have the same car in different colors! Does mine look like I would treat it bad?'

"Well... No but....... Just be careful OK? Don't drive to fast and watch for pot holes and stuff." She says handing me the keys