Black Roses (Lesbian)

Its Not Over

MIA Pov

"Whew you need this shower" He says as he places me on the seat they provided against the wall

"Shut up you jerk" i say lightly

"On a serious note your doing great and i promise to tell you all that i know. I know your still upset about the whole Christian things and just alot of emotions are flaring because of whats been going on but i love you so much little sister. I just want to keep you safe. I dont know what id do without you"

"I dont know either " i laugh to keep from crying but i can tell by the look on his face that he sees right through it "Grab my phone from out there will you? I need some music" i mumble

"Yeah sure. Whats wrong?" he asks

"Im scared, im confused, im angry. G i dont know whats going on or whats going to happen to me... or even to you guys.... i cant.. i cant loose any one else" I whisper

He pulls me into a huge hug and kisses my forehead

"Its going to be okay" he says rubbing my head

I sigh and just let him comfort me. I dont know how long we were standing there and i dont really care either... i just needed some love.

"Come on now lets get you washed up" he says stepping back

"I got it, im not a baby" i say sticking my tongue out at him

"Are you sure?" he chuckles "Just kidding, scream if you need help."

He runs and grabs my phone and when he closes the door. I strip down and turn on the hot water scorching hot and step in.

I let the water burn away all the stress and angst im feeling and find a song too relax to.

RAE Pov

"Hey how are you feeling?" G says as he comes out of the bathroom.

"Confused" i say pulling at my dreads

" I understand and im sorry i didnt say anything earlier i just had to be sure.....now you know though...Surprise!" He says with fake enthusiasm and spirit fingers

"Fuck you" i chuckle

"We will all sit down and get all of this figured out and think about what were going to do. Ill be back im going to get her release papers k?"

"Alright" i say as he walk out the door

i sit and silence and listen to Mia sing in the shower.. i bet shes so much more confused than even i am.

I get up and crack the door to the bathroom slightly so i can hear her better and realize shes singing  one of my favorite songs He Wants It All By Forever Jones. i can hear her sniffling so i walk in and close the door quietly behind me and strip down. I pull the shower curtain to the side and see her with her head in her hands so i begin to rub circles on her back and she tenses and looks up at me.

"You scared me." she whispers

"Come here." i say taking her hand and pulling her into my arms.

"Why me?" she says

"I wish i knew baby. We will get this all figured out i promise"

After a few minutes of just holding her in the silence. I grab the towel and help her wash up.
The whole time i cant stop thinking of how beautiful she is. Her skin is smooth and her curves..lawd help me! 
I wash the tear streaks off of her face and look her into her eyes.

"You are Beautiful you know that?" i say running my fingers through her hair

"sure" she says shrugging her shoulders looking away