Black Roses (Lesbian)

Morning After

NIQUE POV

I wake up with Miya still wrapped around me. I feel ashamed because she still isn't mine. Her and Rae haven't talked yet and I just betrayed one of my best friends. Her worst fear of Miya and I has come true, even though she was a fucking idiot and kind of deserves it I still feel pretty bad.

I look down at my sleeping beauty, the sun dances across her skin.

"Stop staring at me" she mumbles her eyes still closed

"How did you know I was staring at you." I chuckle

"I can feel it." she says and opens her eyes

"Good morning." I say my fingers tracing her face

"Good morning." she says a smiling

I sigh heavily knowing we have to go back and face everyone.

"Yeah, i know." She sighs " I would say i feel bad or it was the liquor that made me do it but id be lying and i know it." She says looking placing her hand on my chest

I lean down and kiss her cheek softly

"Why does everyone cheat on me?" She whispers

I sit up and look her in the eyes

"Because everyone doesn't know a good thing when they have it. They take advantage of you because your so kind hearted and then realize later that you were more than anyone else could have ever given them." i say shaking my head "Trust me when i say its not you, its the idiots like me that you happen to fall for."

she chuckles slightly and shakes her head "I guess."

i brush my fingers over her skin and she sighs closing her eyes once again.

"I don't think i can be in the house with her right now Nini" she says 

"You don't have to we can go stay at the motel up the street if you want or ask Jordan if their is a guest house or something." i say getting up

"Speaking of Jordan... i promise you i will never speak to you again if you lie to me." she says menacingly "what happened in the kitchen?" she asks

"i was helping her put away left overs and she kissed me. In all honesty i didn't feel a thing i was lonely. Yes i did take it further and put her on the counter but it was really to keep my mind off of you.." i say truthfully

"I really think she likes you Nique. Maybe you should give it a try." she says playing with the covers in her hand

"Are you crazy. After what just happened to us? After what you gave me? I don't care if i have to die to keep you i will. I'm not going anywhere anymore." I say firmly

"Nique I.." she starts and I place my hands over hers. She looks up at me like she's fighting a battle within herself

"I don't wanna hear it Miya. Im not going anywhere until you prove you really want me gone." I say looking in her eyes

"So what are we gonna do Nini? I don't wanna be there with her and honestly I don't want you around Jordan it makes me jealous.... you should see the way she looks at you like she just wants to eat you alive.." she says making faces

I chuckle  "Like you don't look at me the same way." I whisper capturing her bottom lip in my teeth

"Because I love you." she whispers back before kissing me whole heartedly

I loose myself in the moment and breath her in like she is my oxygen.

I pull away to look at her and she whimpers

"You need to call Dee baby. We will work it all out okay? I promise." I say

"Okay. First come take a shower with me." she says dragging me out of the bed with her

"Nooooo your going to rape me!" I squeal

"Its not rape if you love it." she laughs

And love it. I do.

RAE POV

I stayed up all night just waiting. wanting to hear anything from her.
Ive been calling her from the house phone ever since Alvinique left to find her and it does nothing but go to voicemail.

I try again and it rings.

"Please pick up..." I whisper to myself

"Hello?"

"Alvinique?" I say surprised but not really

"What Rae?" she sighs

 "Why didn't you call me once you found her?! Never mind where is Miya I just want to talk to her." I say quickly

"Why would I call you Raella? You don't deserve to talk to her and she really does not want to talk to you." she says sourly

"Just let me explain! It was a mistake I was drunk and...." I start

"Fuck that Rae. What about when I was missing?! You weren't drunk. You were angry and impatient. We don't need explanations or excuses... I think y..." she starts before I hear Miya in the background

"No need to argue with her Nini, hang up the phone." Miya says

"We?! What are you guys back together already??" I laugh darkly "This is all your fault Alvinique if you never would have come back none of this would have happened."

"No if you weren't such a fucking idiot and would have listened to me she would still be yours. If you cared and loved her like you said you did this wouldn't have happened. If you were honest and real this wouldn't have happened. By the way no, we are not officially back together but now that you say something lets just see." she says angrily "Miyara Smith will you be my girlfriend?" she says loudly

Miya laughs and I hear a kiss "Alvinique Williams I will be you're wife." Miya says sweetly

"Goodbye Raella." Miya says and the line goes dead.

I throw the phone across the kitchen and sink to the floor.

Fuck that. I know I messed up but ill be damned if Alvinique gets her back this easily. Miya is mine and I do love her.

Alvinique has to go.

MIYA POV

After I hang up the phone I kiss Alvinique once again sitting in her lap. Though I said what I said to make Rae mad In all honesty I would make Nique my wife. One day, once all this shit goes away. When we can live happily and without fear of our lives.

"I really do love you Miya." Alvinique says wrapping her arms around me "Im in love with you and I will never be stupid enough to loose you again. I know now there's nothing better in this world than the love you give."

"Im in love with you too Nini and this time I believe every word. Im glad you came to your senses" I laugh

"Me too. Now call Dee, Im gonna go get us some food." she says kissing my cheek and placing me on the bed

"Okay, be safe." I say

"Of course." she says before closing the door

I facetime Dee and he answers on the first ring

"Damnit Miyara Renee' Smith why the fuck didn't you just come wake me up rather than running off by yourself knowing it is not safe for you alone?!" he says angrily smacking the phone as if i was there

"Because I didn't want to be in the same vicinity as her Dee. Im sorry, I love you. im fine, Nique is here with me and were going to figure something out because im not coming back to that house. " i say firmly

"What do you mean? where are you going to go Miya. Its. Not. Safe." he emphasizes

"i understand that and when i work out the details i will give you a full report. right now im okay where i am no one knows except Nique and no im not going to tell you. i will be okay ill call everyday and let you know." i say blowing him a kiss before hanging up.

Its all going to be okay...

Authors Note: I know its been forever long but now ill be able to update consistently. Not the greatest chapter but I wanted to upload something before the real shit starts lol Thanks for the love and support especially from those who have been reading since day 1. Enjoy!