Black Roses (Lesbian)

Strength

MIYA POV

I watched Rae pull off and stood there for a moment before entering the house.

"Okay so straight up the stairs is all the bedrooms and bathrooms are all attached. The kitchen is to your left, living room to your right. There's a pool in the back, Game Room in the basement and anything else you need just let me know." Jordan says and walks upstairs

"This house is gorgeous" G says holding Dee's hand

"It is, lets go find a room." Dee says

"Im coming too." I say walking after them and we head up the stairs

I go to the farthest room in the back that has a view of the pool and the backyard. I take a look around the room and instantly like the one I chose. it has a queen size bed, walk in closet and a bathroom that reminds me of my own. I grab a chair from the desk next to the door and place it in front of the window.

"Hey come on we gon grab the stuff out of the car." G says peeking his head in through the door

When we get downstairs I hear Jordan and Nique talking in the kitchen. Im almost tempted to go see what they're talking about but that's none of my business so I continue out the door and grab all my stuff from the car.

"You need help?" Nique asks from behind me

"No thanks I got it." I say walking around her and into the house. I don't think I can be around her right now im so confused. Your first love will always be your first love right? But I don't know if this is right. Yes I am upset with Rae right now and have been for quite a minute but she hasn't been anything but good to me and it would be wrong to hurt her for an old flame.

I unpack all my thing in the room and sit in front of the window with my notebook and decide to write away all my problems.

"Best Friend" G sings from the door

"Yes." I say turning to look at him

"I need to talk to you." he says closing the door behind him and sitting on the bed

"What's up?" I ask

"Im worried about you..." he starts

"You don't need to be Giovanni. Were all here together and were going to figure this out. We will be okay." I say

"Im not worried about 'we' right now Miyara I worried about you. You should know by now trying to shut me out doesn't work very well. Come here." he says patting the bed

I roll my eyes and flop down on the bed next to him. He wraps his arms around me and for a moment just hold me close.

"Your my sister Miya and I love you so much. I really don't know where I would be without you and I need you to be okay. Its like when you loose your head and you get all confused I feel just as lost as you are. You are strong and beautiful. You're smart and talented and I don't ever want you to forget that. In the midst of all this commotion I need you to keep it in your head that YOU are strong enough to get through this." he says rubbing my back "If you ever need me you know im always here and you can come talk to me. im not going to force you but I am going to let you know when I know something is going on in that big ass head of yours. he chuckles and I nudge him with my elbow

"Thanks G, I love you too." I say hugging him tightly.

I am strong.

I am smart.

I will get through this.

RAE POV

I go to the store and pick up what bae asked for and also some roses and chocolates. Im going to make this right. I was so surprised when she kissed me because I thought she was mad at me but it felt good to feel her lips on mine again. I was bothered that her ad Nique were in the car together again but  don't really have a say in what she does right now.