Black Roses (Lesbian)

Behind It All

I grow still and say nothing. I feel her come closer behind me her hands resting on my shoulders.

"Oh Miyara. Dont you look beautiful." Her hands start to massage my shoulders and back "its been too long how have you been?"

I shake her hands off of me and turn around to face her. She has her hair braided pulled back into a ponytail, a black collard shirt open at the top and dark jeans with her all to favorite red and black Jordan's.

"I've been great. And yourself?" i say trying to remain unaffected by her presence

"Lonely but alright." She states taking all of me in with her eyes. "Hows G?"

"He's fine." I say curtly and the bartender hands me my drink. I take a heavy sip

"No need to be angry. You never answered my question though, no vodka and OJ?" She smirks

"No i wanted something a little stronger."

"We've been through that before you sure you can handle it this time" she says putting her hands on my waist towering over me.

Flashback

"Bartender can i get a bourbon on the rocks." I ask

"Babe you shouldn't drink that." She says from behind me wrapping her arms around my waist

"I want some baby ill be fine."

"You sure you don't want something else." She whispers in my ear

"Mmmm how bout i have both." I smirk

"And how you gonna do that?" She asks curious

I take the drink from the bartender an lead her into the VIP room were in and lay her down on the couch and climb on top. I slowly take her shirt off and take in her 6 pack and her sexy caramel colored skin kissing her over and over. I take a piece of ice out of my drink and slip it in my mouth kissing her and passing it to her. I take another piece and drag it across her stomach and she shivers underneath me.

"Stay still or this wont work baby" i say in her ear

I pour some bourbon into her belly button and start to lower myself on her so my face is at her waist. She slowly raises herself up on her elbows and watches me with hungry eyes. I let my tongue trail across her waistband and up to her bellybutton. My tongue swirls around and i suck the rest out. I do this over and over again till all the bourbon in my cup is gone. By that time I'm a little tipsy off of her kisses and the bourbon. She moves the cup and sits up switching our positions so shes on top.

"My turn" she growls in my ear. She grabs my hair and kisses my neck hungrily leaving love bites all over. She takes a piece of ice and places in on my lips kisses it slowly opening her mouth and the battle begins. Our tongues fight for dominance and she grips my waist making me gasp and the battle is won. I give in to her kisses and hands.

She orders a bottle of vodka and we share it through out the night whether it be body shots or her kissing me with it in her mouth but we were both drunk at the end of the night.

We didn't have sex.... I wasn't ready for that with her. Its been a year and 4 months and i still wasn't ready, but she loved me and said she would wait as long as possible.

Yeah right...

Flashback over

i shake my head getting rid of the images.

"Yeah I'm sure" i say turning around

She leans down and kisses my neck. "I miss you." She whispers