Black Roses (Lesbian)

Party Time

As i reach the end of my stairs i hold my breath fearing what i might see.

I turn slowly and i feel lightheaded.

"W-what are you d-doing here?" I gasp

"I came to talk. Its been too long Yaya."

He says using the childhood nickname only he knew

"Deejaun Alexander Smith how dare you!!" I say glaring at my brother. "Did you really think you could show up at my house and ask to talk and expect me to just agree?!"

"Yaya im sorry i know i was wrong and i came to apologize!" He yells back

"I don't want your damn apology!! Where was it 2 years ago dee huh?! Get away from my home." I growled

G comes next to me and grabs my arms pulling me away from the door. "Miya calm down."

"Calm down?! Calm down?!! I. AM. CALM!" I say glaring at him

"I'm sorry! Okay Yaya I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have reacted that way i should have been there for you. I don't know what was going through my head, i was shocked and confused. I'm so sorry!!! Miyara PLEASE!" he says sounding desperate.

I start to feel weak. G still has my arms behind my back And i fall too my knees and start to cry. I'm not one for crying, its a rare occasion. There is 3 times in my life I've been seen crying. 3 only. No more no less.

1. My parents funeral

2. The day i lost my brother (the asshole at the door)

3. Right now but luckily its only 2 people and they've seen it before.

Its been 2 years since I've seen or talked to my brother. Now its not like G's mom who just left and no one knows why, no i know why he left. He left because his favorite little sister is a lesbian. My brother was constantly trying to hook me up with guys he knew that he thought would be good for me, he even tried to hook me up with G! That day me and G both died laughing. He asked what was so funny and i told him i was gay. Then he started laughing, G and i just looked at him like 'Are You Crazy?'

He saw the look on our faces and then went off on me, calling me all kinds of names saying how disgusting i was and how i was no longer a part of his life and walked out. We were out at a restaurant so everyone saw... I tried not to let the dam break but u couldn't hold it. G held me while i sat there and cried for what seemed like hours then he picked me up, carried me to the car, and took me home.

"How could you Dee?! How could you! You were my only brother. The only source of family i had left and you just walked out. You don't care!! Don't try to waltz back into my life now I've been fine without you!!" I say my voice cracking.

He runs over to me wrapping his arms around me making me cry harder. It feels good to have my brother back like a spot in my heart has been filled but there's still a scar from when he left in the first place.

"Yaya look at me." He says lifting my chin "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I've missed you so much and ive needed you i was just too stubborn to realize it. Im sorry for everything i said and im sorry for leaving. I'm here and I'm not leaving til I have my sister back. I need you, I know you don't exactly believe me but please just let me try to at least make it up to you." He says tears falling. Now ive only seen my brother cry once at that was at our parents funeral and even then it was only one single tear.

Giovanni let my arms go and kneels down beside me. "Miya, I'm gonna go home and change text me if you still wanna go to the party. Love you." He says kissing me on the cheek.

I look my brother in the eye "What made you change your mind?"

"Its been so hard not having you around. I usually come to you for everything and my stupidity pushed you away. I didn't have anyone to go too and i couldn't take it anymore i missed you so much and i was in so much pain. I pushed my dumb self aside and i realized how much i needed you in my life." He says giving me a faint smile.