15 Steps to Move On by Mitty Chan

prologue

funny how everything turned out, the man who once cherished and adored me is now someone i need to escape from.

someone who used to protect me is now someone who'll hurt me to death; throw thousands of stabs that i had a frightening way of bearing it, the one who used to give assurance became the reason for my insecurities.

He became the reason i stayed awake at night; questioning my worth and why it ended this way. I can willingly accept the break up as it means we aren't really meant for each other but does it really have to happen this way? kailangan bang sa ganitong paraan? why do i need to undergo cruel treatment just to let go?

making someone hate you just so you can satisfy your so-she'll-have-more-reasons-to-forget-me is the most bullshit reason i've ever known, that girl you played on is already dealing with all the damage you've caused, where's the contentment in there? what's the need of destroying her to the limit she'll have a difficulty building herself again?

where's the love you once spoke? because you don't destroy the things you love, at least you loved.

Meet Mitty Chan, a girl who doesn't know  her love was bigger than her ego, definitely not perfect and far from your ideal girl, she's a girl with boundaries, hard to deal with and a very short tempered woman. Upon the process of moving on, she established her 15 steps that reflects what she goes through, things don't go as it is before, she changed unbelievably a lot, her standards collapsed and her hope for love had faded.

how ironic that when everything is settled, another man will try to test her ability to love again, question is; how will this man melt the stoned heart mitty chan's past inflicted on her, will she be able to lower her walls once again or she'll set it high and isolate herself from a dangerous thing called Love.