"DEAN!!! BE REASONABLE!!!" Castiel screamed.
"Cas?" Dean turned around with teary eyes was surprised to see Castiel.
"How dare you??" Castiel started to tear up at the site.
"Sorry Cas...bye" Dean simply put it as he raised the gun to his forehead.
"NO!!!" Castiel yelled and ran forward.
BANG!!!
"Dean? Oh god! Dean, no..." Castiel sobbed as he held onto Dean's body.
"Dean, you can't! No" Castiel gripped tighter and poured waterfalls from his eyes.
"BOBBY!!!!" Castiel screamed. "BOBBYYY!!!!!! He repeated himself over and over until Bobby ran through that door in the panic room. Bobby broke down at the site.
"Cas? Are you okay?" Bobby tried pulling himself together.
"No, i'm covered him his blood...i'm...i'm covered in his blood" Castiel whimpered as he tried to let go of Dean's body but couldn't. Bobby put his hand on Castiel's shoulder and he looked up at Bobby. Their faces were painted with sorrow, pain, suffering and many many tears. Castiel let go of Dean and hugged Bobby tightly.
"Bobby...I...I tried to stop him...he looked right into my soul...then he...he..." Castiel sobbed.
"Let's get ya out of the room for a moment before we prep his body" Bobby leads Castiel to the doorway. Castiel looks back at his dead friend.
"Please...don't be dead" he whispered as he left the room.
"Here, it helps" Bobby handed Castiel a glass of whiskey. Castiel didn't take his time, he chugged it down and poured himself another.
"Did he leave any note? Or say anything?" Bobby asked.
"I don't know, maybe check his pockets" Castiel pick up Dean's leather jacket from the kitchen table. Castiel sniffed the jackets to smell Dean. He put on the jacket and pulled out all the stuff out of the jacket. He found a few shells, bullets, a gun and three letters with Castiel, Bobby and Ben's names on them.
"Bobby...I found them" Castiel gave Bobby the envelope with his name on it. Castiel opened his letter and it reads;
Dear Cas,
Did I ever tell you that I love you? I know you'll be mad at me, I wouldn't be surprise if you're the one that finds me. Listen, it's not your fault. This was bound to happen after Sam's death. I can't live without him. I've lost too many people, my dad, Jo, Ellen and I nearly lost you and Bobby many times. Make sure Bobby is fine. He'll need your support. I've been so tired and angry. When I snapped at you last week I knew I wasn't coming back. There ain't no rest for the wicked. There are many things I want you to know. I'm sorry, very sorry! I know this will be hard for you. I love you Cas, I love you like no one else. You are truly breath taking. I wish I took more time to memorize your face and hug you more. I wish we could have met in different circumstances maybe then we could have had the time to build this relationship and more time smiling and laughing. Don't forget me dear Angel. Remember, you may not have your grace but you will always be an Angel in my eyes. Stay strong and keep fighting.
-Dean xoxo
"That bastard!!" Castiel screamed out with tears streaming down. He threw the letter on the ground and walked out the house. Bobby let him go to cool off. Bobby picked up the letter Dean wrote for Castiel.
"How could he..." Bobby even started to cry all over again.
Author's Note:
This is part 1 of Darkness, I'll update with part 2 soon...
