Phantasies

Eye Contact

Hi so I got bored so I started to write phan fic.I hope you like this

*Dans POV(point of view)

"Dan??!!" my mum yelled from downstairs.

"What Mum?"

"Come down here please and help me tidy up for the guests that are coming over soon!"

"Ugghh" I exclaimed " Be there in a second"

I really didn't want to have a whole bunch of people over for a small dinner party. In fact the less people knew I existed, the better. But either way she is my mum so I went to help her.

Soon the guests began arriving and all I could think was

keep your head down Dan nobody would want to see you anyway. Keep your head down, keep your head down.

While we were eating at dinner I pretty much zoned out and was off in another land. Even though I was day dreaming I felt like I was being starred at and looked up only to see the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen looking at me from a crossed the table. They were ocean blue but shone like crystals. When he noticed I was looking he looked away and peered down at his food. Now I was the one starring. I didn't know I was starring that intensely until I heard my mom calling my name telling me to help clean up. That's when the boy stood up and said

"Oh don't worry Mrs.Howell I will help"

"Thank you soo much we appreciate it." my mum replied

His voice was quite cute with a voice break in his sentence. He looked at me and winked then came into the kitchen and closed the door behind him.

"So um where do we start?" He said

"How about your name?" I replied

"Phil." He said "Phil Lester. And I'm asuming your Dan The one my mum was talking so much about."

"Yes and that is a bit creepy that your mom talks about me."I said jokingly

I couldn't help but notice his hair, his black hair and his oh-so-perfect fringe.

"Well should we start with the dishes?" he asked as if he was eager to be in a room with me. Even I hardly wanted to be in a room with myself.

"Um... excuse me" I said feeling stupid for even talking to this person who is obviously way to perfect for me to even look at. I ran to the bathroom and began crying. I was looking at myself in the mirror trying to think positive things but all I could think was

stupid

fat

ugly

worthless

self-conscious bastard

outcast

I began to sink lower and lower to the floor until I was sitting and crying into my knees. When I heard the door open. It was phil.At that moment all I wanted to do was die. I was so embarrassed and I just made me cry harder. Phil sat next to me and put his arm over my shoulder and whispered into my ear.

"You know Dan Howell, you make me insecure because you are so perfect."

"No. No im not perfect im fat, ugly, depressed, stupid, insecure, an dull. Im worthless." I sobbed

"Dan don't say those things." Phil cooed

"But they are all true" I started to cry even harder and Phil didn't say anything for a while then without warning pulled me into him and layed my head on his chest and wrapped his arms around my still sobbing body.