I woke up with a searing headache that made if feel like holes were being burrowed into my brain like Swiss cheese.
I was still wearing my dress from the night before, the sun shining far too brightly into my room. I knew that classes would be hell today, and not just because of the hang over.
Imelda tossed me a glance as she was walking out of our room motioning to her wrist with her wand. Fuck. I was running late, I would have to miss breakfast so I could take a shower.
The bathrooms were practically empty aside for a few 6th year girls still sick from last night. Amateurs.
I quickly undressed letting the hot water cascade down my body. Flashes of memories flickered in my mind as I tried to piece everything from the night before back together.
I wished it had all been a dream but unfortunately it was a living nightmare.
I wiped the steamy condensation off the mirror taking a long hard look at my a
reflection as I cleaned the remaining smudged and bleeding eyeliner off my face.Today was going to be rough, I was going to have to face what we did head on, deal with the repercussions...And I wasn't ready.
I ran to charms as quickly as possible. I entered through the doors and both boys turned in my direction, Sebastians eyes following me intently.
From the other side Natty pulled out a chair for me to sit next to her. "They've been staring at that door for 10 minutes. They're like lost little puppies waiting for you." She said nudging my arm.
I looked back up at them briefly noticing they were now talking to each other about something, but I couldn't make out what.
I sat thinking about everything I was going to say to them, or wondered briefly if we could just act as if the whole thing never happened...wishful thinking I'm sure. My eyes glanced over to them, and my mind floated to far more impure thoughts.
I started picturing things I wanted to do them, both of them... at the same time. Things I wanted them to do to me, I crossed my legs tightly in response to my bodies physical reaction.
I realized my eyes had been locked in with Sebastians, I felt like he could hear my thoughts. my breathing had synchronized with his and I watched as he let out a long deep exhale though parted lips and then clenched his jaw repeatedly.
Quickly he shot his hand in the air and asked to be excused from class breaking the trance I had been in. Fuck.
I was dying to know what he was thinking, had he left because he couldn't stand to be around me any longer? He took his book with him, he had no intentions of returning back to class.
Ominis POV
Sebastian pulled the seat next to me in charms class surprising me slightly as his book slammed to the table. "We need to have a fucking talk." He said pointedly.
"Okayyy?" I questioned dragging out the word waiting for his response.
"No not okay Om, last night... what the fuck was that?" He sighed.
"You ask me like I'm the one who made it? I don't know." I shrugged as the foggy memories started to surface.
"Do you still have feelings for her." He scoffed taking me off guard.
" I mean, i Don't know." I stuttered recalling the way her body felt against mine sending a shiver down me.
"We promised 5th year, she's off limits." I cleared my throat and fixed my neck tie.
"Exactly, but that's not the answer to the question I just asked." He said firmly.
I knew what he was asking but I wasn't sure I was ready to face the feelings that had surfaced. "And what about you? I could ask you the same!" I accused attempting to shift focus onto him.
I felt Sebastian tense as her warming presence entered the room. "She's here." He whispered leaning over to me.
"I know." I said quietly feeling as though there was a string of tension tethered between her and I.
"Phew...She looks-" He started saying with an exhale. I didn't need to be able to see her when I could feel her so intensely.
He cleared his throat "We're not done with this conversation." Sebastian growled as professor Ronan began his lecture.
I found it hard to focus thinking about everything that had happened last night. I did worry our friendship was at risk but I also didn't regret a fucking thing. I wasn't sure they felt the same about it though. Especially Sebastian.
The tension wasn't just between her and I, it was pulling at all 3 of us.
I felt Sebastian's pinky graze mine slightly on the table causing a small tingling sensation and my throat to tighten. "She's staring at us." He said quietly pulling his hand back away from mine.
The air around me felt heavy, smothering, like I couldn't catch my breath. Suddenly I heard Sebastian excuse himself as he shot out of his chair beside me.
Sebastian POV
I watched the rise and fall of her chest as she breathed heavily across the room from me, thinking about what it would look like without the shirt covering her.
Suddenly her eyes met mine pulling me into her and not letting go. She bit her lower lip and crossed her legs causing her skirt to inch up exposing more of her thigh. Bloody hell.
It triggered my memory, running my hands up those very same thighs the night before.
Fuck's sake.
I shifted slightly in my seat feeling the consequences of my thoughts growing between my legs.
I tugged slightly at my pants attempting to make it less noticeable. There was no use. "Professor, may I be excused please." I asked receiving a small nod in response.
I grabbed my book off the table to conceal the raging boner she had given me and headed straight to the bathrooms.
I splashed cold water across my face and ran both my hands through my hair. She's off limits. I told myself in my head. I was allowed any other girl at this school, anyone but her, and that was part of the problem.
None of them were her and I had a habit of wanting things I wasn't allowed to have.
I had kept feelings for her a bay pretty much our entire friendship including many drunken nights together where I absolutely could have tried. But When both Omimis and I confessed that we both had a crush on her after our incident in the scriptorium 5th year we made a promise neither of us would ever try anything and I'm glad we had, our friendship was something I didn't want to mess with.
I knew I was never over it, having several drunk encounters picturing her instead of whatever girl I had found myself with that night. I touched my cheek Remembering the time I got slapped across the face for muttering her name.
What I hadn't realized, until this moment was how bad I really wanted her, craved her.
After last night, there was no controlling those feelings anymore. I was ready to risk it all even if I could kiss her just one more time.
She was the only one I had my sights on and I had to have her, no matter the cost. She awoke something inside me that I had no desire to contain, I had to find her.
Now.
YOU ARE READING
Three headed snake (Sebastian Sallow //Omimis gaunt Xreader)
FanfictionSome call us ambitious, others cunning, a lot say we're selfish, and maybe they're right but what's so wrong with that? Sometimes being selfish isn't such a bad thing. Sometimes when you're given the choice between 2 different boys, you don't want t...