After I was walking home reading a new book I had borrowed from the school's library. I looked behind me when I heard a deep, male voice calling my name. I smiled when I saw Gajeel. We talked until we got to my house "Well, I'll see you tomorrow I guess." I said as I looked at my front door then up at his face.
He looked at my house as If studying it "O-okay, See ya." He said like he wasn't listening to me. I brushed it off and went into my house. I took off my shoes and put my backpack down by my bedroom door. I went to my desk and opened my diary. I read yesterday's entry before starting today's. I smiled as I wrote about Gajeel.
"The new kid, Gajeel, is so handsome. He looks mean and intimidating, but he's so sweet. I barely know him, but It feels like I've known him forever and all I want to do is be around him...but like I said I can't be bothered by romance, I just need to block him out until the end of the year...If that's possible." I wrote before staring out my bedroom window. I sighed and shut my journal as I stood up. I laid down On my bed and stared up at the ceiling.
"Why do I feel like this? He's just a boy a-and those piercings and that long hair, definitely not my thing" I said as I rolled over and looked at my clock, two- thirty. I have the house to myself for about three hours. I went down stairs and got a snack then went into the living room. I sat down on the couch and opened my book. I read it until I got to a page that talked about how the main boy felt about the heroine.
"She's so beautiful, smart, and sweet. I just want to be around her, but she just keeps pushing me away which only makes me want her more. Sh-" I shut the book and put it down. I looked out the window and saw Lucy and Natsu walking by, holding hands and laughing.
I looked down at my lap, "I want that, I wish I was in love, but I need to focus on my school work. I don't have time for any of that." I thought. I shut my eyes softly. I imagined Gajeel holding my hand and laughing with me. I imagined him holding me when I was scared and telling me everything was okay and how much he loved me. I immediately opened my eyes and turned on the TV. I can't think like that, I barely know the boy, but I feel so strongly for him. "Ugh, why do I feel so stupid?!" I yelled to know one.
