The light in my darkness ✅

🌕CHAPTER 19🌑

Talat's point of view

Sometimes you try to run from your problems, you may find it hard because running from them rarely happens. Your problems may follow you throughout the whole world if you don't face them, solve them or get rid of them.

All my problems started coming down like rain drops from the fucking sky, ever since I locked Pauline away. The only good thing that happen is that I got my car back and my grandmother is here.

Volkan had bring her along with Akim the following weekend. It was a surprise visit. I knew I had to get my car back, my dad found out about Walter and he got fired from the department, but before he goes, I got him to get his bulldogs off my case. That's not it either, Walter  will never just go, just like that. He will be back. A snake will always be a snake.

I had Simon over, due to me helping him In the finical department. I even hire investigators to search for his mother. His uncle was now in a proper apartment, with a nurse taking care of him. I no longer had control of him, the only thing I wanted to do was find his star of a mother or so I thought.

Juliet didn't like the idea. It turns out that her fans now learned that she had a kid. One that she had abandoned. Now she is losing followers, all her fans, no, all her air conditioners is leaving her very quickly.

She is back with her bodyguards. Her star is dulling and she is bound to let out a secret of mine. Any secret she can find.

"I will bound you and tie you up so tight in that secret of yours you will beg me to let you loose. I will find one and that's a promise."

Another thing is Caroline. I found her brother.

I went to the hotel to talk to her and she just throws everything at my face. I thought I would be me and everything will be cool, but seeing her emotions, crystal clear, I can't remember the last time I feel so fucked up.

Flashes of our meeting ran through my head, up to the time I even kissed her on her cheeks. The moment when she was lying in the hospital, looking so peaceful but I knew she was in pain, I couldn't help but run my fingers through her hair.

What the hell is going on with me?

I don't think I've ever feel like that. As if I am the biggest hypocrite of a betrayer.

Now About Akim and Volkan. When. Did. That. Even happened?

What about Pauline? How long before they find her behind the station when she is all over the news, in newspapers, when they are searching for her.

Caroline's point of view

I hang  new clothes in the closet. four Pairs of black jeans and black hoodies. I have enough clothes at home but I didn't want to go back. Not yet.

Matilda sat down on the bed coming through her hair. She kept looking at me with her 'see through soul eyes'.

Do I like Talat?

Oh my God. I know what being alone felt like, you know I love it. I loved it because it's my peace. It's my source, but how lonely am I? One hundred percent lonely. I thought I was a good friend. I only kept Kimberly, but what type of friend am I if I haven't called her in weeks?
She is always the one calling me recently, and everytime she does I drift the conversation away from me. She hardly even knows me and about what is going in my life. She just knows me for what I showed her.

Who can I talk to about a guy that is somehow always popping up?

I slowly sat down on the edge of the bed. How can I not like him? His good deeds seems to overpower the fact that he knew my brother and kept quiet  about it.

His smiled. His teeth.

I remembered in the hospital when I almost compliment his teeth.

I slap myself in the forehead and I heard Matilda laughed out.

I turn around to see her sitting up back.

"You are thinking about him aren't you?"

"Nooo, no, no -"

She laughed out again and stumbled over on the bed, the comb left hanging in her hair.

"You are twelve, you know that right? You are not supposed to know somethings."

"you are the one who thought me a lot of things and I do read books, I may not be thirteen but I know stuff, that doesn't mean-"

"oh. Okaaaaay, Okay. Thank you," I am definitely wowed by her.

"okay, you want me to do your hair and then we can visit Simon? We were suppose to visit him yesterday."

"Remember that I still have school. I haven't been to school in weeks. Graduation is almost here. I have so much going  on, I don't even know if school is important anymore."

"It's not that important now," She whispered and I smiled at her.

Why would I need another friend when I have her right here?

Because you want another friend otherwise from your sister

You can't allow her to grow up too fast

But I think she is already grown

No, she is still a child, she just knows too much, I have to remain just like this

"Fine, we will see Simon today, but we'll have to get Talat's number, which means we will have to go to the station."

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Hello beauties, I wanted to leave it a cliffhanger that Is one hundred percent 'waiting to see what happen next', but I have more thoughts coming up so I leave it at that.

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