The light in my darkness ✅

🌕CHAPTER 32🌑

Third person's point of view

He was so close to kissing her, and he knew it. So close. With her pressed against that wall; he felt power. Her grey eyes darken, it's like they almost got black with anger.

He felt she needed a explanation but no, he had to be a scumbag just like she called him. Sometimes him being too nice reminds him of growing up. No. A man had to be tough in this world to survive. He wouldn't call it putting on a mask; after all it's just him looking out for himself. Finding power in it. He is no saint, he is no devil but he knows how to be one.

He is the definition of a roll coaster.

"Do you even see how weak you get when I touch you?"

"Maybe it's because you are the lucky one. I might as well start testing the fishes in the sea," Her words were through gritted teeth.

Caroline's point of view

I meant what I said because I felt something in my stomach, it wasn't something likeable; more like dislike. I'm starting to dislike my savior and I don't like that feeling at all. How can I dislike him and feel attracted to him at the same time? Why did the universe allow that to happen?

The first man I've allowed to touch me has a wife and a kid.

I couldn't bare it anymore, I step around him and tried to make my exist.

I shouldn't feel this way about a married man.

"Next Time when am dieing for you to see kiss me-"

"Kiss you?"

"I mean touch me- let me die, do not kiss me. Do not touch me I mean!"

He smirked and step aside giving me what I wanted.

"I wanted a divorce actually. I've wanted it for three years now."

I stop at the door at firmness in his voice.

"You don't owe me and explanation."

"You need to know. I hardly see my daughter, my name wasn't on the certificate, but I know she is mine. I wanted to get some files from her house but Volkan was up for it and humm he went in with a dark head. What can I say? Diana was my first love."

It's like he wanted to tell me something to support my feelings.

His first love?

"Who was your second?"

"Akim."

"What?"

It couldn't be Akim. So why the hell is she still here?

"She is just a friend though. Volkan is in love with her. Care for a drink? I have a story to tell."

He strode toward to me with little hurry.

"Let's get on with it shall we?"

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I can't believe I sat and listen to him, without the drink of of course.

How could Akim do such a thing? Which woman could sell their soul for money? And how could he look at less call her a friend? He is looking for closures, that must be it, nothing else.

I should be mad at him for keeping his situation from me but instead I find myself understanding.

He stood up from around his desk and Came around me. He stuck his hand in his pocket.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything that've done to offend you," He stood over me.

Second pass by and all I could do was stare into his black eyes. How did he get such perfect eyebrows? This lips. His breath caught and I saw him swallowed. Fire seeps through my soul... literal fire burn me and my skin ached for him.

I swallowed. A magnetic force sourround us; it got us staring in each other eyes .

He cleared his throat and scratched his head.

"By the way I went to visit Pauline today."

I snap out of it the instant.

"And?"

"I learned something, it will upset you but am starting to think if I don't tell you, you will hate me when you find out."

Now am starting to get curious. What could that possible be?

"What is it?"

"Vince was the one who accidentally kill your mother."

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I know that it's short, god. I wanted to be better. I think am loosing my touch.

I need to solve all the problems quickly.

Until then bye guys.