The light in my darkness ✅

🌕CHAPTER 45🌑

Caroline's point of view

Shit...

What was I thinking? I should have buy a car from Daddy's account... After all Pauline isn't here to stop me

I should have ran for the hills, what the fuck is my life? Why am I suddenly gravitating to danger? Why do I like danger so much? This man as totoured people and here I am going after him. They could easily kill him in Afghanistan. Adrenaline is something that I liked...but can it not kill? What sane person be in a relationship with a killer?

Despite my logical mind, I can't help but feel sexually attracted to him... I remembered the way he pressed his lips against my cheeks...I remembered how his lips brush near to my lips as our face stays next to each other. He is a bad man In not much diguse  to.

"Yes, everything is fine. I just need to get a gun from the trunk."

I sighed in relieve.

"So where is your personal gun?"

"Akim saw me with it this morning so I leave it behind just in case... Just in case something happens to me."

The silence tips through the air as his face soften from the grim look.

"You know that you can talk to me about it right? I know you don't hate her, man."

"Okay, okay, no need to get soft on me. I'll catch up with you guys.  I need a minute. "

"Am not leaving you behind, meet me at the curb."

The call disconnects and I opened my mouth to thank him but he talks before me.

"I need to apologize to him as quickly as possible.  That's my friend, you got me lying to my friend. "

" I didn't -"

"I hope you are worthy of my small lack of loyalty. I hope you can fix this when he questions my sincerity- please get In the car Redhead."

I nod my head and went In the back seat. He started driving and I wanted to shut my mouth but I couldn't.

"Am sorry about hum,  earlier, I heard you sniff."

His eyes met mine in the mirror and I wondered if I should have said anything. İt's not my business -

"I think you know how love feels, else you wouldn't be doing this- or maybe you don't know yet or hum, anyways. I love her.  I do, but it's complicated.  I have to love myself more even though I feel like am drowning.  I can hardly breathe or sleep properly.  I want a antidote.  This is fucking toxic...pardon."

I sighed since I know the History. I don't know how I would have reacted if I didn't.

"Am sorry Volkan."

"It's fine. Just prepare yourself. This is a life and death situation. You might want to hold on to one of these."

My blood surge as he stretch a hand  gun over to me.

***

About a hour later, I heard helicopters above us and my blood surged even more, I now hold a gun in my possession. Who am I ?

I looked up and see that the helicopters are so low. I griped the gun firmly in my palm.

"What's happening?"

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This is the shortest chapter EVER... I promise I'll come back stronger than EVER.... Am currently busy...and I didn't want to leave all of this until a month so I added a few lines and posted it.

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