The light in my darkness ✅

🌕CHAPTER 53🌑

Caroline's point of view

"Oh my god!" I laughed, running around the pool with Matilda and Daisy running behind me.

Water dripped from my bathsuit as Talat ran us down with a hose.

"Daisy, slow down," I whispered. She caught up to me and they both shove me Infront of Talat.

I received a kiss on me lips the instant. I got lift in the air. Cheers could be heard in the background.

Volkan sat with Akım in his lap. Dave had went somewhere with Kimberly and I've never been more Happy. We currently resides in Australia because Dave wanted to take Matilda to his resident and horse riding just as he promised.  We all including Dad came on the trip. Nergis had gone back to Istanbul and I hoped I get to see her when Talat brings me there next week.

Talat had resign from the police station. He no longer talks to his dad and I know that sounds fucks up but he said that people should know when to go their sperate ways and when to stay. He had enough and if his father wasn't trying, he wouldn't either.

I learned about his gay background and I accepted it, I accepted it because that's not him. He's to masculine for that. The man is literally 'Mr, Masculine.'

He forgives Nergis and am happy to see him happy. Am happy that Nergis god her 'Olum' back. She had groomed him well.

My life had turned around and am glad.
I now have two houses. I live with Talat and I sometimes go over to dad's and all of us come together.

I don't know how to feel when I found Walters body along the path Dave and Kimberly had took. He was killed by a broken neck. 

"I love you so much," Talat said when he sets me back on my feet.
His chest and scars makes him look so hot. His hair and that signature scent hung around us. I hoped he never changed his style. A blue short sets on his hip matching my bikini.

I knew I haven't gotten the chance to say it back, but I know, I want to.

"I love you," I was barely audible as he held me by my cheeks.

"Say what now?"

"I love you, you moron, you already know that." I rolled my eyes at him and he grinned.

"I just wanted to hear you say it baby. You should only roll your eyes like that when am inside you you." He whispered.

I looked around me to see if anyone was near us but no.

"You can't say that."

"What's stopping me? I want to bend you over and fuck you against the railing."

"Oh god." Heat ran though my body and I squeezed my legs together.

"Come here," I felt him tugging on my arms and he pulled me until we were out of sight, around the back. I could still here Matilda's and Daisy's laughter.

He shoved my legs apart and stood between them, holding me around the throat. A moan escaped my lips as I stare him in the eyes.

"You look so fucking hot in this. Why the fuck did you disobey me and wear this?"

Here we go again.

That was his reason for wetting my outfit. He didn't wanted me exposing my body like this but I wanted to. I wanted to embrace the fact that I've gotten comfortable in my skin. Yes, my back still has scars but I'm no longer ashamed of who saw them. At first it was hard, Matilda saw them and cried. Dad was behind this world in anger and self blame but I - I, accepted myself. It shows that am strong and I may never get the chance to feel like this again but no... Talat says other wise.