The light in my darkness ✅

🌕CHAPTER 41🌑

One week later

Volkan's point of view

Pulling of the black T-shirt, I threw it on the bed, along with a waist bag and the hand gun I got stuck in my waist.

I stood along side the bed in a dark jeans pants and squint my eyes at the bright beaming of the sun.

The sun has rise.

I walked over to my dresser and remove a cigarette from a pack. I grabbed the lighter and lit it.

"Ah," I said, as it flows back through my nostrils.  I pulled the curtain apart and allow my eyes to adjust to a brighter bedroom.

My door suddenly slam shut and I almost burned myself with the cigarette due  adrenaline.

"Where are you coming from?"

Akim,Akim,Akim

I closed my eyes for a millisecond and took a draw on my precious cigarette.

Oh my precious cigarettes, cigarette my baby

Why the fuck did she have to wear that?!

Akim stood before me with a sleepy look on her face. It's either she have slept or she haven't slept a blink. It's hard to tell with her eyes dropping like that. She wears a light long pink nightgown, with long sleeves, one that shows open cleavage. Her hair plats in a long braid down her back, baby hair loosen to frame her face.

I turn my back to her only to turn around to see where she stood next. She always have a soft foot step, except when she is angry. She stood next to the bed and eyed the gun.

"Where have you been Volkan?"

This is going to be fun

I fold my arm and spread my legs in a relax stand.

"Out killing the feelings I had for you."

I watched her face fall but only for a mere second.

"With a gun?"

"Yes, now could you exit my room? Talat gave you your own guest room, what are you doing in here?"

I want her out of my room, just the sight of her, and wanting to touch her, plus the image of her kissing Talat; it's giving me a headache.

"Get out! Please leave," Look what she had discovered of me; am now barking like a dog. Am basically a dog these days. I snap like one, I hardly sleep like one, I'm up and about the city like one.

I out the cigarette in a Ash tray and grab a white short and red shirt from the hanger in the closet. I grab my laptop from the night table and set it on the bed. I'm preparing myself for a shower so and there is no way I want her in here with me. 

I have the file for Talat and I need to give it to him personally before he disappears. He has been moving like a vampire lately. I only get to see him at night times.  He is gone the whole day, even grandma is worried.  I'm wondering if it has something to do with that redhead, but I've done my homework and even she haven't seen him. She haven't seen him in one week and she haven't set foot in here in one week.

Women and their pride, they will only know what they have when they loose it

I swung the clothes over my shoulder and grab a underpants from the dresser draw.

I pulled the bottom of my pants and made a attempt to pull it off my waist but then I looked up. There she is, still in here. Looking at me. Normally I have no problem changing in front of her, why would I have had any when we were fucking? We are not fucking anymore.