The light in my darkness ✅

🌕 CHAPTER 36🌑

Caroline's point of view

Feel what you do to me, he whispered in my ears.
He trail his hand up and pulled me to him, causing a gasp to leave my mouth and heat to flush my cheek I could feel him; hard and long against me; such a unfamiliar feeling but I know enough to know he is horny. My body swooned with excitement, thinking somehow I've Caused this to happen and it's so Innocent and not forced by a creep.

His hands grip me in place, by holding me by my behind.

"Is this okay?" He stop and trail his hand up further towards my breast.

Words are locked away as I nod, enjoying the torture of his fingers trailing on my naked skin. He grips my breasts and I moaned.

"You feel so fucking good," he trailed his hand over my skin and back to my nipples, am literally holding on to him due to the build up in my stomach. He pulled and rubbed and twirl at my nipples until I no longer have the control over my neck. I want him to kiss me. I want him to press up against me, Kiss me until am fighting for breath; since I can hardly breathe. I doubt I'll live but I craves it.

I grab him by his neck. He paused on my nipples, his eye holding questions.

Please look into mine and find the answers

"Please, kiss me," I briefly closed my eyes in embarrassment at my desperation.

"No, no, baby, you don't have to say please. My lips are yours. Take them if you want them," His voice whispered. He look me steady In the eyes and I've never felt so appreciated, so powerful, so sexy, so good.

I heard something. Footsteps and I quickly pull away from him, leaving him with a hard on and a quizzical look on his oh, so, attractive face. I grabbed the plate and drag my shaky leges to a stool further across the room and place it on the counter. He was quick to caught up, almost too late, he almost drop in the process as he grabbed a stool and try to fix himself.

"Merhaba, iyi geceler ölüm," Nergis said.

"Goodnight, grandma, am not alone, see, I don't think it's nice to speak Turkish around her when she doesn't understand."

I look up to see her smiley face activates.

"Oh, Darling, you are back, how was your day out? How is Vince?"

"He is fine, at least as fine as he can be. My day was also okay."

"That's good to hear, well let me get my bottle of water and leave you to younglings to it, have a good night kids," İt's a polite Dismal and we remain silent until she leaves.

A nervous laugh escape my mouth and I glance at Talat.
He sheepishly grin and I laughed out It felt good laughing with him.

"She is a really kiss blocker, isn't she?" He said, standing off the stool and started to fix the now visible bulge in his pants.

I watch him. He is back to his cocky self.

I ignore him and stuff my mouth with food. İt's best that way. Kimberly was Right; if he doesn't kiss me, I should start thinking I have a mouth disease.

"Are you sulking for a kiss? Did you really want me to kiss you in the kitchen? Where people make meals? Strip you? Trail kisses down your body? On the counter?"

He stands between my legs now, since my body is side ways .

"I could touch you in the right places," He said.

If only he could see my harden nipples under this sweater.

I can hardly swallow due to the intense sexual heat in my stomach.

His big palm rub up and down my thighs.

"I'm hungry," It slips out.

"Aren't you eating?"

"I can't swallow," I pointed at my full mouth. All the food stuff to one cheek.

He suddenly gets concern.

"Why?"

"My stomach burns."

"Maybe it's acid reflux, I'll get you some water-"

"No, hum, you ere causing it," I said, shy, afraid of meeting his eyes.

"Ooooooh, right. I'll let you eat in peace then," with that he was gone after he grabs his plate and place a bottle of water next to me.

***
I entered my guestroom and with a content stomach, about to look at my pictures again. I need to find a topic to work on.

My heart did a thud when I saw him sitting on the edge of the bed. Waiting on me it seems.

I step closer filddling with my hands.

"I see you are finished eating. I've been waiting on you," He grabs me down to him and I Yelp in surprise.

"Shhhhhh."

He was so quick, asked me how my back got on the bed and he is over me and I will never be able to answer.

"Tell me to get out."

His necklace dangles from his neck, his muscles and biceps seems to call out to me. One of his hands run up and down, Caressing my thighs as he used the other to hold you his weight.

"Tell me to get out, Caroline."

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Why all of a sudden am struggling with sex scenes? I need the smut to start!!!!! Why is so hard?

Anyways, he have to be careful with Caroline, plus it's a slow burn so it's a long way to go.

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