Where a small town girl with a ghost hunting youtube page and her best friend, take a trip to the Queen Mary with two small town boys from Kansas and they get more than they bargained for.
It bonds them for life.
But will these bonds break when bei...
Waking up the next day was something out of a book.
I didn't want to move.
Or eat.
Or shower.
I just wanted to lay there.
I wanted to sleep.
Taylor's sister Emily texted me telling me the funeral would be on the twenty seventh, that was in 6 days.
Colby and Sam said they'd come with me.
I agreed. I didn't think I could do it on my own.
I felt guilt. I knew deep down I was somehow to blame.
Colby kept telling me it wasn't my fault but why else would he take her from this world.
I know what everyone's thinking? Why do I care? She got me kidnapped?
But nobody knew why she got me kidnapped. I didn't think she really did it. I think he had something on her.
The person I grew up with, she'd never do this to me.
Why would she do this to me?
But I guess now I'll never get to ask her.
It was 24 hours before I ate something.
It was 48 hours before I got out of bed to do anything other than go to the bathroom.
It was 72 hours before I took a shower. I didn't really shower, I mostly sat on the shower floor and cried. The water rinsing away the tears before they can fall.
It was 96 hours before I went outside and felt the sun on my face. I sat beside the pool for 4 hours.
I thought about the memories.
I thought about Taylor. I don't know when but at some point Kat came over and sat down. She knew I didn't want to talk.
I think they were scared of me being alone.
I had been through too much this year.
I could tell Colby was afraid. I could tell Sam was afraid. I could tell Kat was afraid.
I didn't want them to worry.
I reached over and grabbed Kats hand and leaned on her shoulder.
She rested her head on my head.
We sat there for another hour before she spoke.
"I know that I don't know what your going through. But I'm here for you, if you ever need someone to talk too. I'm just down the hall. So are Sam and Colby, I know that they've probably said that a million times. But we're all here for you"
"I know, thank you Kat" I looked over at her and smiled.
It was 102 hours before I smiled for the first time since losing Taylor.
"You wanna come with me to the mall? I need a black dress for the funeral?" I looked over at Kat.
"Sure" she smiled. We both got up and walked inside to get changed before heading to the mall.
I send Colby a text so he knows where I am.
We walk around for about an hour before I find one.
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