Serendipity//Billie Eilish

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"You're perfect Billie,  You always have been"

Billie had tried to drop her gaze but Yohan wouldn't let her.

"Look at me Billie."

Billie felt so many nerves she couldn't force herself to do it, staring down.

"Billie," Yohan gently grabbed her chin, making her look up.

"You're perfect, do you hear me?" She said honestly.

Yohan had bored her eyes into Billie's own so intensely that Billie almost believed her.

Almost.

Yohan noticed apparently because she scolded Billie, "Don't do that. Don't doubt yourself Eilish, please. I need you to love yourself as much as I always have."

Billie couldn't speak, she never could find the words when Yohan was being like this. All strong and demanding and downright sweet. Loving. She willed herself to keep looking at Yohan as she cried, this time for a much different reason.

"Don't you trust me?" Yohan asked softly. Billie could hear the worry in her voice.

"With my life." Billie breathed out.

She did. Yohan had never hurt her, not once in her entire life. Yohan was pure kindness and love and Billie would willingly follow anywhere Yohan asked because she knew Yohan would never let Billie come into harm's way.

"Then believe me. Believe me when I tell you that you have the most beautiful soul. Believe me when I tell you that of all people you deserve happiness the most. I've seen you grow up, having to battle your demons, ones you didn't deserve to carry and not once did you worry about yourself. You've always given me so much love. Sacrificing yourself for me, for our babygirl. You deserve everything Billie."

Billie dove into the crook of Yohan's neck, hugging her tightly. Wondering how someone so perfect could see her like that, especially after all Billie had done to cause her pain.

Yohan gripped Billie's body, picking her up and laying her down on the couch easily. Following behind her.

Billie didn't stop to wonder if Yohan would reject her or not. She immediately entangled herself into Yohan, curling into her side, entwining their legs. She was feeling entirely too emotional and she needed to be close to Yohan.

Her Yohan.

Her Yohan who always managed to heal her very soul with her words.

Yohan had every intention of holding Billie all night. Finally surrendering to her feelings for her. There was no fighting the inevitable. She was in love with her, she always has been, always will be, and Yohan vowed to get her back. She wasn't going to hold back anymore.

Yohan knew she may not be the most perfect person in the world, maybe there were other people out there that could give Billie something Yohan couldn't. Someone who had more money or power to keep her safe, but Yohan knew one thing for sure that made her confident.

No one, no one would ever love Billie the way Yohan did.

It was impossible. She loved her with every fiber of her whole being and that meant Yohan would do everything in her power to make sure her girl was happy. Yohan figured that was enough.

She was going to get her girl back if it was the last thing she did.

She drifted off to sleep holding Billie's softness close. She wasn't going to let her go ever again.

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Billie woke up in the best place in the world, enveloped in everything Yohan. She didn't want to open her eyes. Unwilling to move. She wanted to stay there forever. She didn't know how many more chances she would get to cuddle Yohan.