The Deal With Mason Thames

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A/N - i have prom this coming sunday and im really mad because i had the chance to go the eras tour but my mom made me go to prom. But on the brightside my date is the hottest guy in school how i managed that i will never know.

Also what car should she drive?

Also yes i used taylor songs because taylor is amazing. But what songs do you think Fia would write?

I woke up early the morning after my party and Mason helped me load my suit cases in the car and Brooke drove us to where i am meeting finn. I would get my license and a car as soon as i got back. Finn had rented a camper and we loaded all of our stuff on. 

"Bye mase I love you" i said hugging him goodbye.

"Bye baby ill see you in a few days ok?"

"ok"

I got on the camper and we got ready to leave. I was going to miss him we hadnt been apart in forever but maybe it will be good. 

We arrived to the first venue we are performing at later that day. We took our stuff into the green room and they did our hair and makeup and we put on our costumes. Malcolm was playing drums finn guitar/ male vocals. And i was singing and playing base. 

The stage lit up and we walked out. My find went fuzzy filled with a rush of emotions. Finn introduced us and we started playing. The set was forty five minutes long and the people seemed to enjoy it. Finn even let me test the waters and play a song i was working on writing: your on your own kid. It wasnt the bands normal song but Finn was very supportive in helping me launch a music career.

I had been avoiding Mason asking me who the song was about. I feel like he would totally flip out if he found out Jackson was the boy in the song. I love Mason but the feelings i used to have for Jackson were easier to tap into. 

The crowd ate it up and went absolutly wild after we finished the song. Finn grinned at me as i was taking it all in laughing. Its funny how a so many people can relate to song about my struggles to getting here in this life it felt freeing. 

Mason and i face timed after the show and i told him all about it. He asked if i would be singing any of the other songs i had written and i told him yes. I would be performing one of my songs at each venue we go to. 

At the next venue i sung my song mean and at the next my song all of the girls you have loved before. And finally my song cruel summer. At the end of our little tour half the set was songs i had written because people had eaten them up they were going viral and tickets for our little concerts had sold out quickly. So fast in fact i got noticed by a producer. I was starting to wonder if i had accidentally sold my soul. Im now one of the most sought after actors and now might have an album in less than a year. 

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I watched everyone of Fia's performances on live stream. I called her every night as well. It was weird being alone in my bed again not having her with me the house was also quiet without Milo. 

I was watching a live stream of their last performance. They were doing a Q+A after and someone in the crowd asked her if the love interests were in all of her songs. 

"They are all Mason except your own your own kid. Mason is kinda my muse." she said and i smiled. 

"Who is the love interest in your on your own kid?" someone else asked and i paused. I had asked her this and she would never tell me.

"My friend Jackson." she said then she tensed. "I think thats all the questions we are going to answer for tonight thank you and goodnight." She said before the live cut off.

"Jackson she wrote that about Jackson and she didnt want to tell me. She never wanted to tell me what went on with them. My blood boiled. Thirty minutes later my phone rang it was a call from her i just ignored it and went to bed. She can just call Jackson." 

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I fucked up tonight. I was never going to say who the song was about but i was so in the moment it just happened. I called Mason three times and he didnt pick up. Fuck that means he saw. Of course he saw he as been watching the streams every night. Millions of people were watching the stream every night. 

I woke up the next morning and i was already all over articles. Jackson's name right beside mine. Marie had already made her statements harrasing me and  everything with her was getting worse by the moment. There were no texts from Mason. Five calls from Garrett and a lot of texts and calls from Jackson. There were even three calls from Liam. Emily had just texted but a lot of texts as well as lane. I powered down my phone and just cried. My hands began to shake and Milo climbed into my lap. Finn must have heard my sobs because there was a soft knock and he came in. 

"Ive seen the articles." he said slowly. I nodded my head. "hey lets take some deep breaths" he said sitting beside me putting a hand on my knee to stop it from shaking as much. "Your going to be ok. Think about how far you have come this is just a bump in the road. You and me and probably Mason we are going to also do something about Marie okay its harrasement at this point and im not having it." He pulled me into his chest while i got through the attack. 

We pulled up outside the Thames house and i knocked on the door. Mason answered he didnt say anything he just helped me get the luggage into the house and said by to Finn. No hugs no i missed you. 

"Mason look im sorry."

"Save it ok i dont want to hear an excuse i just need time right now ok i dont want to talk im taking this stuff up to your room and then im going to my room to think."

I didnt say anything just nodded my head.