Survivor - Jerrie Fanfiction ✅

Chapter 10 - What has he done to you?

Chapter 10 - What has he done to you?

As I promised, double update today!

TW - non graphic mention of physical abuse and rape

Jade pov

Zayn is driving like a maniac on our way to the hotel.

My head is full of thoughts.

What if we arrive late?

What if they are not there?

And if they were there, what should we say?

I have to find a way to talk to Perrie, maybe Zayn can distract Alex and give us time.

What will I say to Perrie?

My baby

I have to ask her forgiveness, I have to show her that I still love her and that it's all my fault. I have to make her understand that she can trust me, that I want to protect her and that I will take her away from this hell.

But I haven't seen her for a year and she's been in Liverpool for eight months. I feel sick thinking about everything he may have done to her in recent months.

What if he had convinced her that this is right? What if he had brainwashed her? After all this time, maybe she has just adapted.

What if she doesn't want to come away with me?

What if she doesn't want to be saved?

Stop it, Jade! You can't think like that right now. You have to get her out of there and then you will think about what to do.

The truth is, I'm terrified.

Maybe she hates me.

I told her I hated her and never gave her a chance to explain. It's my fault. If I had listened to her, she would never have gone with Alex, she would not have left Little Mix, she would not have left London. It's all my fault.

And now I have no idea how to fix this.

How didn't I notice what she was going through? All those days and nights spent crying in the darkness of our room. All those times I approached and she was terrified. All those times I tried to touch her and she yelled not to touch her. And all those nightmares where she asked him to stop.

Why didn't I see it coming?

I had all the answers and ignored them

I hear the car as it stops and I realize that we are in front of the hotel. Now let's just hope Perrie is here.

We enter the hotel and the girl at the reception looks at us stunned.

"Good morning, we know that Perrie Edwards is staying here with her boyfriend, can you tell us the room number?"

The girl keeps staring at us and then recovers.

"Good morning, yes, Miss Edwards is here but Mr. Oxlade-Chamberlain has expressly said that no one can visit them."

"We understand but we have a surprise for Miss Edwards"

"I'm very sorry, but unfortunately I can't help you, you're in the same band, can't you call her?" oh, right, no one knows yet that Perrie is gone.

"Miss Edwards doesn't have her phone with her" Jesy fires back and I hope that's enough.

"I'm sorry"