the witch and her beta mate

chapter 28- love and belonging

Sienna p.o.v.

Today is the day my mom has to suffer from the crimes she did. As alpha xander spoke about us going to the witch council ready for her punishments I wont lie it knocked me sick.

I tried to hide the fact that it hurts but it really does hurt. Why could she never love me? Why did she have to kill not only Sarah's father but also katrina her mother. It just don't sit right in my head.

I still have so many questions running round my head that I want answers for off my so called mother.

Don't get me wrong I have no sympathy for my mother. What she did I could never forgive her for. Not only for what she put me through but also for what she put my coven through and sarah through.

It hurts that my mother does not care about me. It hurts when I see especially in this pack how much family means to them all yet my family could never and would never behave the way they do. It's what I crave for. It's what I have always craved for.

Jayden and Hunter headed to training as well as the rest of the men while I sat in the same spot in my own world.

"Earth to sienna." I heard rose say waving her hand in my face snapping me out my thoughts.

I blinked a few times coming put my own world before I gave her a small smile.

"Sorry was you saying something?" I asked.

I watched as her eyes softened.

"I was just asking how you are feeling?" Rose said softly.

"I'm fine thanks." I said.

"Sienna. I understand that you think you need to act as though you are okay with this but you don't have to. We understand she is still your mother and we know it must hurt a little. I know it would me if that was my mother." Daisy said looking at her mom.

Tears came to my eyes but I tried to blink them away.

"Sweetheart if you want to cry then cry. That's okay and it's normal."  Luna Precious  said.

I shook my head no while still blinking away the tears. I don't want to cry and I don't want my mom to feel good. She deserves what she is getting.

"I know you must be upset because you feel you will never be loved or have a family but I will tell you one thing sienna. You do have a family and always will do. You will feel the love and always will do. Jayden i know for a fact loves you and so do we.

I know there has been a few tough weeks but we will all get through them as a family. We are all family. Blood does not always make you family. You sienna like it or not are our family. I hope you know that and I hope you really feel that someday.

I know sometimes I come across as bitchy but that's just my personality. I will tell you one thing though sienna. You ever come to me because you are sad, angry hurting or even because you are happy about something I will be here. You are my daughter in law and you are our family. We will always be here for you through the goid and the bad." Skylar (jayden mom) said and I was so shocked.

I really did not expect that from Skylar and I do not think she could ever understand how much that meant to me.

One minute I was blinking the tears away and the next I didnt even bother. Tears poured down my face as sobs escaped my lips. I jumped up and i hugged skylar. I did not even care if she was to not hug me back. Surprisingly and thankfully she did. In fact she held me much tighter and it felt so good. I could feel the caring ness and the love and it made me feel welcome and at home. For once I felt at home.

"Thank you." I whispered.

She held me tighter In your welcome and kissed my forhead.

" now we will get ready to go and see your mom and then we will show her how strong you are with out her. How you have a family and do not need her." Skylar said making me smile.

She is right. I do not need my mom because I have my family. I have the ones I care and love a lot about. My mom has never done half the amount of stuff that this family has done for me. That my family have done for me.

"I can do this." I said nodding.

With that in mind myself, rose, daisy and even crystal (hunters sister) came and we all got ready together.

I have not really spoken to crystal much but she seems so nice. I know we will get along just fine.  Sarah came not long after and wr actually all had a laugh together. They really took my mind off what is about to happen and it felt good. Really good.

"I'm happy you are giving jayden another chance." Daisy said out the blue.

I blushed a little at the mention of him but smiled.

"Yeah me too." I said shyly.

"Do not worry if he fucks up we will fuck him up. " rose said with a smirk making us all laugh.

"To be honest I think he would ket us." Sarah said with a little laugh.

"That's why I said we will fuck him up. If you think I am going against him when he will be mad or would get us back then I'm sorry sienna but you are on your own." Rose said making us all burst out laughing.

For the short time after of us getting ready that's what we did. The girls really cheered me up. If felt so nice and it really felt like I belonged.

Now however it's time for us to get to the office before leaving for the witches council house.