the witch and her beta mate

chapter 35- ruined the date

Jayden p.o.v.

I watched in horror as sienna struggled to catch her breathe I instantly realised she was having a panick attack.

"Sienna please talk to me. What a going on?" I asked as she started to calm down after I pulled her to me. I could feel the sparks erupt where we touched and it felt so nice.

I knew she was calming down with how her breathing laboured out and her body seemed more relaxed.

"I- I'm sorry." She said looking down.

I lifted her chin up and kissed her forhead.

"You have nothing to be sorry about." I said softly.

I want her to tell me what is wrong. Why she had a panick attack even if I believe I already know why. It angers me if I am correct and she is ashamed of her own body because she is fucking beautiful. I still want her to tell me though.

I noticed the signs but I stupidly ignored them. I just thought maybe it's what she likes to dress like. The long sleeves sometimes and never anything that shows her stomach even during training she has started to do with sarah and both my sisters. She always wears long tops that do not show her body. I started thinking maybe she is insecure but I stupidly shrugged it off as to it's just what she likes to wear.

I know the signs because my sister rose use to be the same. It took a while but we all helped her through her insecurities. I will do what it takes to let sienna know she is beautiful and so is her body. I will do all that it takes.

"I have ruined the date. So I do have something to say sorry about." Sienna said dissapointed.

"You have not ruined the date at all. If you do not want to go swimming we do not have to baby. That's fine with me." I said softly but my heart started pounding out my chest when I realised that the word baby slipped out. I could see a blush appear on her chest from my nickname almost making me smirk.

"No- no I do want to go swimming. I have always wanted to. I love swimming it's so peaceful and calming. I - I just- i-" she said with a smile at first before her face turned into a frown and she stuttered.

"I am ashamed of my body and I really hate it and I'm scared." Sienna said so fastly I nearly missed what she said.

I pulled her impossibly closer to me and sighed.

"You have nothing to worry about. You are beautiful sienna. Inside and out. If you do not feel ready to talk to me about what happened then please don't feel you need to. If you want to go swimming then we can do. You can either wear your swim suit the girls packed you or you can even put my clean underwear I brought with me and put them on as well as my top. I don't mind baby." I said softly kissing her forhead. I meant what I said. I will not force her to open up to me and I will do what it takes to make her feel more comfortable.

Tears came to sienna eyes making my eyes widen. Before I could panic about what I said wrong she spoke.

"You really mean that? It's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me." She said softly staring into my eyes.

My eyes soften and I smile.

"Of course I do." I said smiling.

"Why did you even bring spare boxers?" She asked slightly confused with a little laugh.

I let out a chuckle. I could not help it. Her laugh is contagious.

"Because I have to keep the underwear I have got on as well as my shorts to jump in the pool. So my underwear would be wet when I get out so i needed a new pair." I said scratching back on my neck.

She let out a little giggle before her giggle turned to a confused face.

"Wait you was going to let me wear the only pair of boxers that would be dry that you have?" She asked surprised.

I nodded my head instantly because I really would.

"Yes." I said.

She smiled and what suprise me was she kissed my cheek before quickly standing up with a blush.

"I will go to the bathroom and check what they have packed me. You can start getting ready while I go check. I will come back out and ask you if I need to borrow your top and boxers." She said with a blush at the end.

I smiled and nodded.

With that being said she grabbed her bag and wondered off inside leaving me outside on the boat on my own.

I had my swim shorts on underneath my pants so I just took my top of and my pants of and waited for her to come out.

Once she came out my breathing hitched. She looks so beautiful. She has a full swimsuit on. It was a white one but only showed her legs and arms but my god she Is stunning.

"Mark mate now." My wolf growled trying to take over.

I could tell sienna knew i was struggling with my wolf as she has seen me do it a bit these past few days. But I also can tell it makes her worried.

"Jayden. Is everything alright?" I heard sienna ask concerned.

My wolf instantly stopped at her voice making me sigh in relief.

"I'm sorry sienna. My wolf. Anyways you look beautiful. Stunning even." I said smiling.

She blushed bright red and looked away shyly.

"Thank you. You do as well. I mean you look handsome." She said stuttering a bit.

I could see she was checking me out but I never mentioned it to her. I didn't want to embarrass her.

"Thank you. So should we swim?" I asked.

I watched as her eyes lit up in excitement as she nodded her head.