the witch and her beta mate

chapter 45- girls are confusing

Jayden p.o.v.

I looked at both my uncles with hope after I asked them for permission to head to the coven sometimes. 

" You want to go to the coven to help Sienna and Sarah with there coven even though you will have responsibilities here? Jayden you realize in the next few months you will be beta to this pack. You will be needed here nearly all the time." Alpha Xavier said with a frown.

" I am not meaning I will be staying their forever alpha. I mean for the next few weeks just to help them get on track with the coven and I will be honest it is also to be around my mate as we have only just marked her and I do not think I will be able to control myself let alone my wolf with us not being around her after I have only just marked her. I only will be heading to her coven when I can but it will be a lot more in these next few weeks as I do not have much to do. We have already been taught on what to do our whole lives to become beta and alpha and I understand that we will be also learning more in the next few weeks but I believe even when we take over we will still be learning. I am not saying I will be at the coven all the time and I most certainly will not be when I take over as beta but I still would like to be able to head to the coven whenever I want or feel needed." I spoke loudly and clearly. 

" What about training? you can not lack on that Jayden you need to maintain your strength." Alpha xander spoke firmly. 

" Everything I do right not like the training I will still be doing. what I am actually asking is for tomorrow and whenever I am free please may I have permission to head top the coven and be with my mate. we will mainly sleep here but on the days we are to tired or its to late we will stay at the coven." I said. 

They stared at me for a short while before chuckling. 

" why did you not just say that. you made us think you meant even when you should be training and stuff you will be there. of course you can Jayden under one condition. We call you back here for whatever reason you come here straight away. No questions asked you just do. am I clear." Alpha xander spoke coldly. 

" yes alpha." I said nodding my head and feeling this relief hit me knowing I can be around sienna more with out worry. 

My uncles nodded there head. 

" Anything else?" My uncle Xavier asked. 

I shook my head no. 

" Alright. You may leave tomorrow after training." My uncle Xavier said. 

"Thank you." I said before myself and Hunter walked out the office together. As we got further away I spoke. 

" Are you alright Hunter? You are really quite." I asked concerned. 

Hunter let out a sigh and rubbed his face with his hands before speaking. 

" It's about Sarah. I have noticed every time I bring up about her becoming Luna she seems to change the subject or just completely avoid the subject. She also shuts out all the emotions from our bond so I can not sense how she is feeling even though she knows I hate it when she does that. I have tried to speak to her about it but she just will do anything to avoid talking about it." Hunter said sounding stressed. 

" do you think maybe she is nervous?" I asked. 

" I fear she is changing her mind about becoming Luna and even my mate. it feels like she is even avoiding me and keeping her distance from me." He spoke coldly but I knew it was not at me but at the thought of it. 

" She shuts her emotions off even now. She shut her emotions off as we walked into the office which is what made me go quite. I tried to contact her but got no answer. She also told me before she left she will be sleeping over at the coven tonight with Sienna which I am going to find that hard. We have never slept apart since I have marked her." Hunter said growling in frustration.

I can not lie I am surprised he has even allowed her to leave with out talking with how many emotions are rolling off of him about himself and Sarah. I know for a fact and I do not mean this in a controlling way but I would never have let Sienna leave with out talking to me about what we both was feeling about whatever is bothering us before she leaves. I would end up loosing my head and this is why I am so surprised he is keeping his emotions so well. If that was me I most likely would have already charged down towards the coven to speak to her even if the witches would not have been happy to see me. I guess myself and Hunter are different in some ways. He Is a lot calmer and will think with his head on where as I am the opposite. I can loose my shit real fast where as he will think things through. 

" I think when we head to the coven tomorrow you need to have a proper talk with each other. clearly whatever is affecting her is affecting you both and both of your relationship. I think personally she is nervous about becoming Luna. I do not think its that she does not want to be Luna I just think its her nerves." I said giving my opinion even if it is shit.

He nodded his head in yes. 

" I just want this night and tomorrow morning to hurry up so I can see her and speak to her properly.-" He started but all of a sudden stopped and frowned looking confused. 

" Is everything alright?" I asked confused as to why he stopped talking mid sentence. 

He looked at me and sighed. 

" She is just so confusing. I can feel her emotions and she is now happy and relieved about something." He said with a frown really confused which made me confused. I guess girls really can be confusing sometimes.