The wrong Soulmate

Could the universe make a mistake?

I sighed aggressively while pulling my hair. I was trying to focus on my assignment. I was trying desperately. It was fruitless. I could not concentrate. I could not stop thinking. I wished my brain would simply stop. I wish I could quiet my thoughts. Why could my brain not just shut up and let me work? Why did my brain need to misbehave? Why could it not let me have a moment of peace? I simply could not stop thinking about my question from the other day. The question never left my mind. It was driving me insane. Could the universe make a mistake? This question never left me alone. The possibility never left me alone. I could not understand this question. I could not understand why my mind was obsessed with it. Was it even possible? Could it be possible that a force that we can not see and can not explain could make a mistake? Were mistakes even possible? The universe was not a person. It was the universe. How could the universe even try to make such a mistake? It could not be possible. It was not even in the equation. No reason could explain how I was feeling. I could not explain it but something simply felt wrong. I could not explain the way I reacted when I stared into those stunning green eyes. It was like something switched in my mind. Something I could not comprehend. I could not explain if it was simply because he shared his eyes with my soulmate or if it was more. Was I thinking crazy or was it possible? Could there have been a mistake? I must be crazy. I sighed once again. I had no answers to my questions. There was nothing out there to explain it. There were no documented cases where something like this happened. The universe simply does not make a mistake and I am crazy. That had to be the only possible explanation. I could not explain how I was feeling. I could only question my intentions. Was I even feeling something or was it the adrenaline? I went through a lot of emotions that day. It could simply be all the adrenaline. I could simply just be worried about Percy. I simply could not shake the feeling. Ever since that day, everything feels like a mistake. Meeting Rose felt like a mistake. Asking Rose to be my girlfriend after everything felt like a mistake. Everything felt like a mistake. It felt like a role I was playing. I could not understand it. Why could I not stop myself from thinking about Percy? Why did he plague my thoughts? What was so special about him? Why could my mind not stop thinking about the adorable boy who lay unconscious in my arms? I was going mad I tell you. Sure, I had saved him, that was all that should matter. I had saved him and now I could move past it. Why could I not move past it? I would have done it for anyone. I would have saved anyone who was in danger. There was nothing special here. Percy was nothing special except that my brain thinks he is. Why? Why could I not stop thinking about my soulmate's brother? This was bonkers. This was insanity. It made no sense. Rose was my soulmate. That was the only thing that mattered. What was wrong with me? I had the perfect girl. I had the most beautiful girl in the world. I had the most amazing person to be my soulmate. Rose was everything I had always wanted so why was I thinking about Percy? Why were his beautiful green eyes engraved into my brain? Goodness, why could I not stop thinking about his smooth skin? I have never been obsessed with someone's skin before. Who even looks at skin? It's just skin! He had the smoothest skin... Perhaps I simply wanted to see him again. Perhaps I simply wished to know if he was okay. I believe he was okay. He had his sister and he had his family. He should be okay. That disgusting boy was gone. I had made sure of it. That boy was gone. That boy was expelled. He was gone. Percy was safe. Percy was fine. I should stop worrying. Perhaps I just was crazy. Yeah, I was crazy. 

"Okay, class that will be it for today. Do not forget to that this assignment is due at the end of the month and will take over fifty percent of your final grade. Class dismissed" I suddenly heard the teacher exclaim to the class which jolted me out of my thoughts on the brunette. Thank goodness class was over. I could not stay in this class anymore. I needed to get away from this place. I needed to escape my thoughts. I need to escape the questions. I quickly packed up my books in my bag before exiting the class with the rest of the students and made my way to my locker down the hall. I walked to my locker at the back of the hall before my eyes lit up when I saw the beautiful girl standing next to my locker. My beautiful girlfriend. I walked over to her before kissing her cheek. I had missed her dearly. She was a nice distraction from my thoughts.