Chapter 11

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A/n - this will be a bit suggestive so if you don't like a tiny bit of spice then just skip the first few paragraphs lol but enjoy . ( it's basic romance nothing crazy )

His hands roamed your sides as your hands grabbed the edge of the hard counter top of the rec room. Your bodies were so close you could feel the warmth giving off from his body . your hands held onto the nape of his next as he lifted you onto the counter , your back hitting the cabinets as the moment got more heated. As his mask was lifted above his mouth he let along a trail of kisses along the side of your neck.

Small needy grunts escaped his mouth as his lips attached to yours , his tongue explored every inch of your mouth leaving nothing left in the dark . as his hands roamed your body you felt your hands snake around his waist , pulling him closer . as you did so he pressed one of his legs between your legs causing you to let off a little groan.
'' Ghost....''
You spoke quietly between kisses .
'' i know luv-

You jolt awake to your clock alarm blaring and you groan annoyed as you throw your pillow hitting it making it turn off . you lift yourself out of bed throwing the covers off of you as you swing your legs over the edge of your bed rubbing your eyes. You open your eyes slowly and realize that it's 6:00 in the morning and you groan, annoyed that you are half way back to work.

You got out of bed , standing too quickly causing you to feel extremely light headed for a few seconds making you stand still for a moment to regain your normal feel. It often happened to you but it wasn't any danger or scare towards you in any way. You walked over to the light switch on the wall and you flicked it upwards making your room brighter then it was before.

You shook yourself off trying to wake yourself up a little but then as you went to get ready for the day your thoughts trailed towards the dream you had .
'' fucking hell..''
You face palmed.

You knew it was wrong to be thinking of your fellow lieutenant like this but you couldn't help but do so . you wanted to bang your head in but at the same time you didn't . you knew you were crazy but you didn't think it would be this crazy. You walked to your bathroom and you took off your baklava and you did your normal morning routine by first starting to wash off your face.

Your mind couldn't help but wander places as you did your normal routine . the dream you had felt so real , but you also couldn't fathom that you keep thinking about your first in command with you coming right after in secondth . you thought about the setting in the rec room and where you both were at in your dream and you couldn't help but grimace a little.
'' out of all places...the rec room..''
You spoke quietly to yourself.
" I can't let my feelings get in the way of my work..."
You grumbled as you fixed yourself up .

You walked out of the bathroom and you grabbed your regular mask from your end table and you clipped it on and went about your daily activities.
You thought maybe today you could spar with Gaz and the others . Maybe it'll help get your mind off things . As you did your things price on the other hand was in his office looking through files .

He wanted to find out more about you but couldn't seem to find any leads on who you could be . Not even a photo . He also found out that the mission would be earlier than expected , now there was only two months until this mission hit.
He would send you and the others in for a meeting to tell you but for now he was busy digging for answers about you .

As he dug through files in his computer he didn't find much until he saw something that said y/n.
It only says y/n nothing else, just that . It was on a document from when you had first signed into the military  but no last name or nothing showed up , it was only that . It was something but it wasn't enough to identify you fully.

He allowed you into the force since they needed you and your skills but he wasn't gonna let you in too easily , they needed to know that you were loyal but your military history said enough as well. You were very loyal to the military and have not seen to have done anything wrong really besides stealing snacks from the rec room . He wanted an answer but he would need to figure it out after the mission , the mission was top priority .

You finished tying your boots and you were officially ready for the day wearing some black cargos and a nice fitting black shirt along with your combat boots. You felt you were ready for the day and you took basic things such as chapstick and your keycard and you slipped them into your pockets and you brushed yourself off and you fixed up your room . you tucked in your messy spread out sheets that were played across your bed , making them flat and neat.

You then fixed your pillow and threw your dirty clothes into your hamper where you normally kept your soldier clothes and you felt your room was neat enough so you flicked off the light and you walked out into the hallway. You figured you look for soap or something to see if he wanted to head with you for chow today.

You walked through the hallways slowly , seeing if you saw him . there was no trace of him so you figured you check the rec room to see if he was there , he most likely was drinking his coffee. You speed walked down the hallway , fellow cadets and soldiers saluting you and you did the same back out of respect. Most of the cadets avoided you and fellow soldiers of your unit and group stood away as well in fear of bothering you and since they didn't want to get on your bad side.

They've all heard about you and your history in the military but not to a great extent , they knew you by the name of reappear but they also knew that if they crossed you or anything of the sorts they wouldn't be here for very long . They also knew that you shouldn't be reckoned with and tried to avoid you as best as possible.

You took out your key card and swiped it in the door letting it click open and you walked into the dimly lit room to see soap sitting with coffee in his hands .
'' oh hey reaper.''
He smiled while taking a little sip of his morning drink.
''Whats up ?.''
He added as he looked towards you.
'' uh hey...was looking for you actually .''
You spoke quietly.

Soap raised his eyebrows while setting down his cup of coffee, setting his attention fully on you.
'' for ?.''
He questioned further
'' I was wondering if you wanted to spar today ? .''
You spoke as you walked up to him , opening up the cabinet next to him to grab something to eat. You hoped to get you mind off what you had dreamt about last night , you thought maybe spring could get rid of it for a little.

'' oh , sure id be down but price wanted me to tell you that we gotta head to his office after, something about the mission.''
Soap spoke .
'' oh alright-
'' ill be joining you as well.''
A voice spoke from behind, cutting you off.
'' what the fuck !.''
You jolted closer to soap startled and you pulled out the pocket knife in front of you getting ready to stab someone until you saw it was just Ghost . so much for trying to get your mind off things. You sighed knowing that you wouldn't be able to catch a little break from the man whose been plaguing your mind, filling them with dirty thoughts.

'' jesus ghost maybe let off a warning next time your here yeah ?.''
Soap spoke with a little scared look on his face.
'' maybe pay attention and you know i'm here.''
Ghost huffed back.
You put away your pocket knife and slid it back into your pocket of your cargo pants and you shook your head at Ghost.

You wished for a distraction but a big part of you could only have an attraction.

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