Can't resist you

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Chapter 6:

Lizzie and I are still on the couch getting each other flustered.

« Its just like high school. I can't stop myself from flirting with you » she said biting her lips.

« And why's that Elizabeth? Can't resist me? » I quirk an eyebrow.

« I tried. But I don't think I can » she replied.

« We should go to sleep » I said. Flirting with her like that is a mistake. I will end up hurt just like last time.

« Why » she whined « because Lizzie. You know last time something happened, it ended up hurting the both of us »

« I know, I'm sorry » she looked at me sadly.
« It's fine » I answered getting up. I need to get out of here.

« goodnight Lizzie. Feel free to do whatever you want » I smiled before going to my room.

This is hard. I can't let myself be weak again.

I already got too hurt. And Lizzie will leave at some point and live her celebrity life again.

I feel my eyes getting glassy but I quickly compose myself and go take a shower to calm my nerves.

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After my shower, I decide to watch grey's anatomy to help me fall asleep.

After half an hour a knock on my door scares me. « Uh yes? »

The door open reveling Lizzie « you're okay? »

« I can't sleep » she sighed « okay come on » I signal her to lay down next to me.

« Thank you » she said, we lay down comfortably and continue watching the show.

I feel her hand brush mine a few times. That's like she wants to take it. I want her to take it.

I wish we could just cuddle and enjoy each other's warmth.

« Lizzie? » I asked « yeah? »
« Can you... I mean do you want t-to... » oh my god why do I have to be this embarrassing?

« Tell me y/n it's okay » she said so softly but I panicked again.

« Nothing » I said leaving her confused but she doesn't push me to talk and I appreciate it a lot.

I lay down and just close my eyes drifting off to sleep so quickly.

I wake up in the middle of the night feeling something moving besides me.

« Liz? Where are you going? » I asked half asleep reaching out for her.

« I fell asleep here I'm sorry. I'll go to the spare room » she said making me whine « no! You were so warm come back please » I told her with puppy dog eyes.

« Fine. But we will have to talk about this » she said « ok tomorrow »

I opened my arms for her and she snuggled up into me. I wrap my arms around her and I was asleep again in a second.

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I woke up to the sound of a phone ringing. I groaned tightening my grip around lizzie.

I slept with her. God I'm so screwed.

« Elizabeth turn this off I'm begging you » I groaned feeling my head hurts.

« I'm sorry it's my agent » she got up and leave the room to answer and I instantly miss her warmth.

After 5 long minutes she comes back « I have to go y/n I'm sorry, I have a meeting at 10am » my heart sank just thinking about her leaving. Again.

« Oh okay... will I see you again? » I asked unsure « Of course you will honey. I want to live times like we had yesterday again with you »

I smiled and got up. She changed while I cooked her a bagel.

« You kept my hoodie? » I asked seeing her still wearing my hoodie. « I will give it back to you I promise. It's just so comfy... and it smells like you » she blushed.

« You can keep it. You look way cuter than me in it » I smiled.

I walk her to the door and turn to look at her. « Goodbye Elizabeth. Thank you » I give her a hug. She instantly wraps her arms around my neck while mine are around her waist.

« I hope I'll see you soon. Thank you for this amazing time » she said before leaving.

I feel so many emotions right now. Some are goods some are not. But the only thing I know is that I want to see her again.

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