Chapter 24:
It's been a 2 weeks since my sister visit, I've been pretty busy with the shop but Lizzie came to visit every day.
My cousin's wedding is tomorrow and I'm not sure if I wanna go anymore.
I'm so nervous to see my parents again. The last time I saw them was a few months ago. And let me tell you, it didn't go well.
I miss them I won't lie. I miss our relationship and I can't help but blame myself every day.
I talked to Lizzie about them and she helped me a lot even if I had a huge breakdown.
Flashback y/n's breakdown:
My sister and our friends just left leaving me and Lizzie alone. We sat on the couch and I instantly nuzzled my face in her neck wanting some cuddles.
« You're okay my love? » she asked stroking my hair softly. « yeah. It's just a lot to think about »
« Do you want to explain me why the two people that loved you the most are now just strangers? »
I sit up still straddling her lap looking at her. « About a year ago, I decided to come out to my family. My sister took it really well so I thought that my parents would too. When I finally told them, they kicked me out, telling me over and over again how disappointed they were that the child they raised and they gave everything to, is- is gay »
I took a deep breath trying to hold my tears. « It's all my fault Lizzie! They hate me for who I'm truly am. God I wish I would just be normal » I said finally letting the tears fall down my cheeks.
After so many months of holding back my feelings, I finally felt safe enough to talk about what happened. All of this because of Lizzie.
« god y/n im so sorry I wasn't here for you when it happened. The only thing I can tell you is that none of this is your fault. You are perfect the way you are and it's not your fault if they can't see that. The most important thing is that you are happy. You're such a genuine and caring person always here for everyone and always supporting them. You make everyone around you happy, your beautiful smile that can light up a whole room, your sparkling eyes when you feel happy, everything about you is perfect y/n don't ever doubt that. Your parents are missing all of this and it's too bad for them. I'm here now, you can talk to me, it's okay to cry and to feel sad y/n. And I love you with my whole heart okay? »
I look at her with teary eyes but I can almost see her gasp at the look of love I give her.
« I love you Elizabeth. I love you so much. My heart beats for you. I feel safe with you, so loved like I'm the only one that matters. You help me gain trust in myself again. I've never felt this way before like... like I belong to someone »
She smiled widely at me her nose crunching so cutely. I kiss her so slowly, my tongue invading her mouth.
I can describe the way I feel with this girl, those feelings are so strong and the only thing I know is that I can see a future with this girl.
As long as she's here I will be alright.
End of flashback
After our conversation, it's like our relationship went forward. We became closer and more intimate.
Our relationship is so healthy, whenever something is bothering us we tell each other.
Whenever we have something to say, either good or bad, we say it.
That's why as we're all cuddled up on the couch, I look at her and take a deep breath. « Liz? »
« Yes baby? » she took her eyes off the movie we are watching to look at me « im scared to see my parents tomorrow » I said looking at my lap shyly.
Her fingers slides under my chin to force me to look at her.
« Look at me my love » she whispered. I met her beautiful green eyes that I love getting lost into.
« Everything will be alright, I will be here for you the whole time, Lexie will be here, Aubrey as well and I know how you two became really close the last few weeks, your sister and her two beautiful kids will be here as well. We're all here for you and I will never let them hurt you again do you hear me? » I nodded. She's right, all this people will be here to protect me.
« You're my safe place » I said sincerely making her smile and blush.
« Bubssss you're so cute I swear. I just want to be in your arms all day. You're my safe place too » I blushed at her words.
« How do you want us to act tomorrow? » she asked me. « We will act as a couple, because I want to show everyone that you're mine. And I don't care about what the people think. I love you and you make me the happiest, that's what matters » I said proudly.
« if you're okay with that of course » I added shyly. « I'm completely okay with that. I'm so proud of you baby » she pecked my lips a few times.
« How about we go to bed and cuddle to help you relax? » she asked.
« I know a better way to relax » I said kissing her jaw. « Oh is that so? » she smirked.
I nodded and she pushed me to lay down on the couch so she's on top of me.
« let me take care of you »
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Once my lover
FanfictionElizabeth Olsen x reader story. Y/n and Elizabeth were once best friends, well if you can call it like that. But with her career, Lizzie had to leave y/n. What will happen when they meet again a few years later when both of them changed so much?
