I can't

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Chapter 10:

As soon as the bathroom's door was closed, Lizzie opened it again.

She calmly walked towards me stopping an inch away from my face.

« I really want to kiss you and fuck you right here » she said biting my ear.

« Do it Lizzie, do it » I eagerly said.

In a second, her lips are on mine. I take time to realize what's happening but eventually kiss her back showing her all the passion I can.

I slam her against the wall and she slides her tongue over my bottom lip asking for entrance.

I let her in and our tongues touch making me go weak. This feel just like high school except that now, we have more experiences, this is way better.

We pull away and she instantly give my neck open mouths kisses.

« God Lizzie how I want you to fuck me » I whined.

I feel so good right now. Her mouth is angelic, it's like it was made to pleasure me.

She puts her arms around my thighs and I jump wrapping my legs around her waist.

She opens the button of my pants and slide her hand inside. At first just stroking me through my panties.

My face is in her neck im just dying at this point. I bite and suck her neck trying to muffle my moans.

« God you're so hot baby » Lizzie moaned in my ear.

Baby...

Flashback during high school:

« It was amazing baby » Lizzie stroked my hair as we both lay down naked in my bed.

« God yes you're so skilled » we both chuckled.

« Should we take a shower and cuddle? » I asked and she nodded.

As we got up, her phone rang « im sorry, I have to answer. Wait for me in the bathroom » she kissed my forehead and I got in the bathroom.

I started running us a bath but after about 5 minutes, Lizzie called me in the room.

« Yes Liz? » I saw her face filled with concern.
« I got a job » she said. « Oh my god Lizzie, that's amazing » I said excitedly.

« It's in New York » she said and my smile faded.

« Wh-what? What does that mean »

« It means that I will leave for New York in a few days » she said.

« No! You- you can't leave now Lizzie » tears started filling my eyes.

« I'm so sorry y/n. But you know I have to... it's so important for me »

« I know... I have to leave » I said starting to get dressed.

« No y/n please » she begged « I- I can't Elizabeth »

End of flashback.

« I- I can't Elizabeth » I said pushing her away.

« Are you okay? » she said letting me go. « No- I need to go I'm sorry »

I walk out of the bathroom, take my stuff and walk out of the restaurant.

I call Lexie asking her to come and get me.

She quickly arrives « what the fuck happened »

« We almost fucked in the bathroom. But then I remembered the day she left me a few years ago and I panicked » I explained.

« God you're a dumbass » she said « I know lexie but, last time this happened,  I ended up hurt, heartbroken. I don't want this to happen again. I can't loose her again »

« Why are you not taking the risk y/n? You two grew up. She won't leave. And even if she did, you will still manage to handle the situation » she told me.

« But what if- » she cut me off « stop thinking y/n. Just get your shits together and talk with her »

« I need to think about how I feel about her and what I want her to be. I feel so lost right now »

« Then we get home and you take some rest. Just text her, she must be so worried right now » she said.

I checked my phone and saw that Lizzie is spamming me with messages.

I feel so bad for her. She was just so amazing. But I'm trying to protect myself.

Do I have to protect myself from her tho?

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