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Kiara's POV

I do my best to avoid jj for the rest of the night but it's not exactly easy when my best friend is dating his best friend, I keep pulling sarah away to dance or take shots anything to put some distance between the group and i, why? Because I'm embarrassed. Why the fuck did I let him kiss me for so long? Why tongue Kiara? was that really necessary? We obviously got caught up in the moment and our friends definitely noticed.. but that's not even the worst part, the worst part is that I actually enjoyed kissing him. I cringe at the thought, hating myself for even thinking that way.

Oh well I think, at least one good thing came out of tonight. I made Matt jealous. I hope he texts me.

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Kiara climbs through her bedroom window at 2:37 am trying her best to be quiet, her parents would kill her if they knew she had been out this late. She flops down onto her bed and checks her phone for the 100th time that hour. No messages. She sighs feeling defeated, what was she doing wrong? Why didn't he want her?
The room is spinning and she's not feeling the best so she slips under the covers and closes her eyes, just as she's about to fall asleep her phone buzzes on her bedside table. Without opening her eyes she fumbles around in the darkness finally reaching her phone and looking at the message on the screen

It's from Matt

[yo you up?]

Kiara stares at her phone for a few minutes, she's happy that he's texting her but confused and slightly taken aback by the casual manner in which he is taking.. that's not how he used to talk to her.

[yeah just got home, everything okay?] she replies honestly not knowing what else to say

He completely ignores her question
[can I come over?]

Kiara feels like her heart is going to beat out of her chest, maybe tonight worked better than she thought after all

She pauses for a moment, she knows she shouldn't let him sneak into her room.

[yeah, window is open]

20 minutes later Matt is climbing through her window and standing in the middle of her room she looks up at him shyly
"So" she starts

"You looked hot tonight" he says smiling

"Um thanks Matt" she blushes a little

"Who's the guy?"

Kiara freeze for a second before finally replying casually "Which one?" With a sarcastic smirk

Matt tenses looking slightly pissed off "the one who had his hands all over you tonight"

"No one important" Kiara responds quietly moving closer trying to read Matt's face before adding "why are you here?"

Matt says nothing, instead he backs Kiara up against her bed and kisses her roughly
Kiara flinches at first not expecting such forcefulness but eventually starts kissing him back, allowing him to lower her onto the bed pushing himself against her. It's nice because it's familiar and she's missed him a lot so she lets it happen.

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After they are done he immediately rolls off of her and sits up on the edge of the bed

"Well this was fun kie, but I better head out"

Kiara sits up and wraps the sheets around her chest self consciously "Your leaving?" She asks in a small voice

Matt laughs and looks at her "well yeah? What did you expect me to do?"

Kiara doesn't say anything she just sits there looking hurt