The Boyz Anthology

You're Not Going - Lee Sangyeon

Part of you can understand why Sangyeon is being so stubborn about this. You're aware that he just wants to protect you and make sure that no one hurts you. It's admirable, and you love him for it. However, the rest of you is becoming more and more pissed off that he's trying to dictate what you do.

"No," he jerks his head. "It's not safe."

You sigh. "Sangyeon, I know it's not ideal, but what else am I going to do? The tickets are already booked."

"I don't care. You're not going, and that's final."

The room falls so silent, you could hear a pin drop. Anger bubbles in your chest, and it takes everything in you to remain calm.

Through clenched teeth, you ask, "What did you just say to me?"

The panic is clear in his eyes, and you can physically see him working through what just happened in his head. Most of the time, you don't mind when Sangyeon goes into boss mode. It's usually during sexy time or when he knows you need someone to take over for a moment. He never does it out of anger or to get his way, so you know this situation is really bothering him.

"I'm so sorry." He immediately drops down to his knees in front of your seated position and grabs your hands. "I didn't mean to make it sound like I was controlling you. I'm just worried. I don't know what I'd do if something happened to you."

"I know," you acquiesce. "I'm worried about it too, but I have to go, and unfortunately, no one is available to come with me."

You can see Sangyeon battling internally, but a minute later, his expression lets you know he's made a decision. 

"I'm coming with you."

"Sangyeon, you can't. You have that merger meeting."

"I don't care. They'll have to do it without me because I'm not letting you do this alone."