Hanbin had asked Zhanghao to stand up, and turn around.
Zhanghao complied, trying not to flinch when he felt Hanbins ice cold fingers brush his sensitive skin.
"Are my hands too cold?" Hanbins worried tone resonated through Zhanghao's ears, as he shook his head.
"No, they're warm"
He felt Hanbin's fingers touch his tattoo, run over the soft black lines.
"What does it stand for?" Hanbin whispered.
"It's a Heliotrope. It stands for Eternal Love and Devotion" it was the first time that he felt so intimate while talking about his tattoo.
"What other flowers do you also like?" The younger asked, his breath fanning over Zhanghao's shoulder.
"I-I like white lilies"
Hanbin let out a soft laugh at that, his voice deeper as he said; "purity, huh?"
Before Zhanghao could answer, he felt Hanbins lips meet the skin of his shoulder.
The older had to stop himself from letting out sounds when Hanbin bit his skin.
"The cameras are off, let me hear you"
Zhanghao was loosing his mind, because all of this felt surreal. It was too good to be true.
"Turn again" Hanbin stated, staring right into Zhanghao's eyes when he turned.
"Tell me to stop" the younger was serious, as he waited for Zhanghao to answer, his hand holding the olders cheek.
"Keep going"
Hanbin kissed Zhanghao, but this time, it felt different. Both of them were waiting for this since the last time it happened. All of the waiting had made them loose their minds, in desperate need of each other.
Hanbin pushed Zhanghao onto the bed, laying his head softly onto the pillow, as he went to hold the olders waist.
They continued kissing, only stopping when they were out of breath.
Zhanghao gasped when Hanbin started caressing his thigh, slipping his hand up Zhanghao's shorts.
"You're beautiful" Hanbin mumbled, leaving kisses all over Zhanghao's chest and stomach.
"Take this off" Zhanghao let out, pulling the edge of Hanbins shirt.
The younger complied, taking off the shirt and revealing his chiseled torso.
"Of course you'd look like this" Zhanghao chuckled, touching Hanbin's abs.
"Did you expect something else?" Hanbin smirked, leaning down to keep kissing Zhanghao's neck.
"No, not at all"
——
"How come you're so cute?" Hanbin mumbled, stroking Zhanghao's cheek, who was asleep.
Hanbin was laying with his arm propped up, his hand holding his head as he observed the older boy as he slept.
"I was born with cuteness. Stop observing me, you freak" Zhanghao spoke, his voice raspy as he was still drowsy.
Hanbin flinched, whining when Zhanghao decided to turn his body completely, his back against the youngers chest.
"Nooo, don't turn"
"Sleep, Hanbinnie" Zhanghao said, grabbing Hanbins arm and putting it around his waist.
"But i'm not tired"
"Then keep your eyes open until they close, and let me sleep"
"You're very grumpy when you're tired" Hanbin noted, playing around with Zhanghao's hair.
Zhanghao sighed deeply, turning to glare at Hanbin.
"That's better" Hanbin hummed contently, nuzzling his nose into Zhanghao's hair.
When Hanbin opened his eyes again, he noticed the sad look on Zhanghao's face.
"What's wrong?" He asked, worried.
"We're nearly done"
"I know. It feels like a dream, doesn't it?"
It didn't feel like a dream. No, it was starting to feel like a nightmare. All of the what if's had started appearing into Zhanghao's mind once again, bringing back chaos and uncertainty.
"I'm scared" Zhanghao admitted, feeling vulnerable.
"You'll make it, you have nothing to worry about" Hanbin reassured, playing with the older boys earlobe.
"How are you so sure?"
"Because if you don't, I'll wreak havoc" Zhanghao scoffed at that, grabbing the hand that was playing with his ear to hold it.
"Because you are, oh so scary" Zhanghao teased, booping hanbins nose.
"Hey, I'm scary when I want to be!" Hanbin pouted.
"Well, I've only seen you act cute"
"I guess I'll have to show you my sexy side, won't I?" Hanbin's voice had suddenly deepened, as he hovered over Zhanghao.
"What does being sexy have to do with being scary?" Zhanghao whispered.
"Fear makes you nervous doesn't it? It makes your breath hitch, your hands tremble, and your heart beat fast." Hanbin spoke slowly, his mouth right over the olders ear.
"Doesn't my sexiness do the same? Don't I do the same?"
"You are, the ruin of my existence. By all means"
———-
Wanted to quote Bridgerton but make it a bit different.
"You are the bane of my existence, the object of all my desires"
Anthony Bridgerton>>>>>>>>>>>>
Idk if these are the exact words I don't remember it that much, unlike king George's confession 🤭
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