I have a feeling this chapters going to be weird for a lot people.
But I'm gon trust the process lol ;)
yeonjun doesn't even remember how long has it been since they stayed up late together. It made him nostalgic until he heard
Can we talk?
It scared him. The unknown feeling of anxiety. His chest hurt as numerous thoughts not-so-good ones started flooding over his brain.
Come in he opened the door completely and scooted away as beomgyu entered his rather messy room and closed the door behind him.
Beomgyu turned around to face the tall guy
I wanted he took a small pause, looking hesitant
To talk.
Yeonjun sat down on the corner of his bed and signaled the younger to do the same.
I kept something hidden from you and it was only because I thought it's no use telling it to you now that the problem doesn't occur anymore but it did and it took me some time to realise it he hesitated
I think I was trying too hard to deny it because I've been so happy with you for the past four years I didn't wanna let anything ruin it the slightest.
Yeonjun now shot a worried look at beomgyu waiting for him to go on.
Beomgyu took time to breathe before continuing,
When I was 15 I was sent to high school for the first time. I convinced my dad and he agreed to it. My Real intention was to make friends because I was sick of the loneliness so I was really excited. After a few weeks I met this guy soobin I was really happy and we quickly became really close friends we'd hang out with each other, he'd tell me all about the high school world and soobin did not have a lot of friends either. In just two months our bond grew really strong soobin and i were best friends until I started feeling something I never felt before.
You liked him? Yeonjun furrowed his eyebrows at the younger
What ?
No nonono he was quick to deny it. Just listen, will you?
Yeonjun nodded
It's uh.
I started feeling off. Like I did not want all this all of a sudden. The friendship, the hanging out every other day, the texting and calling each other for hours. And the feeling only kept growing until it became unbearable. I wasn't feeling normal anymore or happy, it felt like a whole In my mind, body, soul, that will not be filled up until I'm left all alone. I tried to stop myself from feeling that way because I loved soobin he was a really great person who chose to be friends with me when pretty much everyone didn't want to. But soon that feeling surpassed my love for soobin and bothered me more than anything so we stopped talking. Or
I told him to, I hurt him.
Yeonjun did not at all know what to say. It's something he never knew before.
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Losing You | 𝘽𝙀𝙊𝙈𝙅𝙐𝙉
Fanfiction"I love you, I feel at ease when I'm with you and I'm not letting go of that. Not now, not ever" They know they're falling apart. The love they share is not enough to fix the broken pieces and go back to the way they once were, or is it?
