Snowflakes in Spring

after the dream comes true

I fear this won't last
I always start something new
Before I can think about you
I fill my days memorizing the running
Holding on to the rush of things

I've never been told I could stay still
But how could I?
When the world whispers in the possibility
Of finding you

My soul burns with the idea of you
That I can't even think
For even a second about after

What happens when I find you?

I can't stay still
No part of me wants to know age
Not when my feet are willing to be free
I'm just not ready yet for my feet to be bound
To chains
So why do I continue to chase you?

When nothing will change when I
Finally, reach you

Then leave you