Snowflakes in Spring

insecurity

You are a simple kiss
The one
I'd never
Rather die
Then miss

You are easy
To be with

Calm
When I feel
As though
you will
Leave me

You
Ease me
When I'm up all night
And can't stop thinking

See me
Despite
The messiness
That is me
And who I am

I believe
As though you'll
Pack your bags

Like the others did
In the past

Look at me
As someone
Who will never be free

See me
As someone
Not capable
Of changing

Notice me
As someone
Who is different
Then the girl
You first met

Because
I feel as if
Collapsing
Is easy

I haven't stepped
A foot
On the coast
Like I'd dreamed
We'd be

I wish
As though
You would see me
And see something different