Snowflakes in Spring

growing up

I have a long list
Of words
I wish
I would have spoken

I have
Faked relationships

And possible
'I love you's'
I've broken

I've been forever
A part
Of someone's
Ripple effect

And
I'm always
In motion

I wonder if you feel
As if I'm something
You can't open?

I've never been the
First one chosen
So I spent my whole life
Making sure
I was more
Then something spoken

I'm imperfected
In the way
I've chosen

So please, love
Do not think
You were the one
Who has got me here

You were the one
Who helped me know
That sometimes
We also
Can grow