𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗

2: Leah's worries

Leah Greens:

I sighed, when I left Ren's room. I know he misses Louis and Lily, I know it's not their fault. We all made mistakes and we all learn from them. I am the oldest of the family, I am 20 years, I need to look out for them. They're all I have left, besides mom and dad. But I am Leah Greens, I have to stay up for my brother. But Ren still doesn't know that Caleb is dating Aisha. This will break their heart so much. I need to protect them from this heartbreak. Only if mom and dad can help me here. 

But they are on the other side of the US, and I went to my room. As I opened the door of my room, I saw pictures of all of us. Me, Ren, Caleb and Aisha. I always love Aisha, but she is dating Caleb and she is mean to us now. This will break their heart, I don't want Ren to be like me. When I found out Aisha was dating Caleb. Good thing I don't have the hanahaki disease. I never told Ren about that disease. 

Some people think it is a fictional disease, but it is pretty real. I saw some people die from it, on the news of course. I am worried that Ren might get it, because Caleb and Aisha started dating like a few weeks ago. I sat down on my bed and I looked at the pictures of all of us. I remember them, I remember when Ren try to skateboard, but they kept falling and Caleb help them up. I remember when me and Aisha will always chase each other at the park when we were kids, even teenagers. 

I remember when we all being accept into the same college. We were all happy, but things started to go downfall hill for our friend group. Aisha became different one day, especially to Ren. Caleb became busy with sports, and now just me and Ren. I missed those days, but sometimes people changed. I did get a girlfriend, her name was Chole. She was bitch to me, but nice to people when there were people around. She thinks the whole world orbit around her, I hate that. That's why I broke up with her, like two weeks ago.

She begged me to stay with her, but I said no, we are done. I am worried about Ren, I'm always worried about them. I don't want them to be heartbroken. I just want them to be safe. I don't want them to have the hanahaki disease. I have a choice, sabotage the confession or stir Ren away from Caleb. One of the two, I have to choose sooner or later.

I know I was teasing them about the confession earlier. But I don't know what to do. I want to protect them from a heartbreak, even worse they could get the hanahaki disease. I can't let that happen to them. I know I worry too much. But I don't want to lose Ren too. How am I suppose to tell them? 

I grabbed one of my pictures from my wall. I look at it, and I saw it was the one when we're graduating high school. I started to tear up, I miss our friend group. Aisha was the first to change, she became mean and rude to me and Ren. Not to Caleb. Then Caleb started change because of his schedule. Then it's just me and Ren, then our siblings died of leukemia 2 years ago. I am going to be 21 in a few weeks from now. I sighed and I kept looking at the picture.

I shed one tear, I have a crush on Aisha. But I don't understand why I don't have the disease. I still don't understand. I guess the universe spare me, but I am worried about Ren the most. I don't want to lose them as well. Once they found out that Caleb loves Aisha and they both are dating. I don't want them to be hurt.

Plus, I don't want them to be like me. Yes, I am heartbroken when I found Aisha likes Caleb. I accepted the truth, then I met Chole and all shit went down. " Fucking hell, I hate that bitch, " I thought aloud, maybe Ren heard that. They know when I am mad or something. " You okay, sis?" I heard Ren shouting.

" Yeah, I am fine. I am just thinking again, " I shouted back.

Oh fucking hell, Chole was bitch. She was being to me because I was in busy with college. I hated that bitch. Well, this is life right. Life isn't fair sometimes. But that's life, I was taught many things like fighting. I knew how to fight since I was 5 years old. Because I watched too much violent movies and TV shows. I am actually in boxing, I mean boxing is not that bad. 

But I am worried about Ren's future. They been depressed for a bit after the deaths of Louis and Lily. I knew they think it's their fault. But it isn't, I've been telling them over and over. But they don't listen, they all I have left of my siblings. They are my brother, but I did help them to move on after the deaths of the twins.

I put the picture back where it was. Then I went to my desk to do some homework. But I hate homework unlike Ren, they like doing homework. I just hate math so much. But I am more worried about Ren than school work right now. I know I have so many worries. I worry too much in my life. I've protective of Ren, because they need to get a great future after the deaths of Louis and Lily. They need it.

They almost got depression, but I stopped it in time. Now, I need to stop Ren from confessing to Caleb because they will heartbroken like me. Boy, I need help with my other friends for this. They can help me stopping Ren from confessing to Caleb. I've been worried about the hanahaki disease, Ren might get it. Maybe they already have it. Don't overthink yet, Leah. I know I really want to protect them from heartbroken heart. Even worse, I want to protect them from the hanahaki disease. 

"Leah, you need to stop worrying about too many things at once", I scolded myself and I calmed down. I took some deep breaths, and I heard a knock on my door. " It's unlock, " I shouted and Ren came into the room. " Overthinking again, " they leaned on my door. I rolled my eyes, " Of course dummy, " I said with sarcasm and rolled my eyes again.

They sighed, " Where are you going to confess to Caleb? " I teased him, I knowing this will end bad, like really bad. " At the fountain, you know that fountain, " they answered, I knew which fountain. That was the fountain where Caleb confess to Aisha, I was too late to confess her before I got a chance. I missed my chance. " That's... great, " I faked smiled at them and they smiled back.

" Yeah, it is. I really hope he likes me back, " they smiled, and they left my room. I knew this will end really bad.